Adopted By God

ADOPTED BY GOD.

AUTHOR – NIEGEL MUHWATI

7/15/2025

Record of My Sacramental.

JOSHUA 24:15 KJV:

And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.

Deep down in the southern parts of Africa, there lies a country called Zimbabwe and on the 17th of December 1989 , I was born in a town called Gutu. My name is Niegel Muhwati and I was raised in the town of Marondera , in the province of Mashonaland East. During my childhood  I was attending Roman Catholic Church and was the second born in a family of three ,boys only. I grew up with both my parents , living in what was back then considered a middle class family. Both my parents were working, my Dad was a policeman and my Mother was an English teacher, since the year I was born , year of 1989.

Chapter 1

We had a housemaid who took care of our daily needs when our parents were at work. I attended my first years of school at a private primary school called Godfrey Huggins, located in the town of Marondera, 74 km (approximately 46 miles) from Harare, the capital city. This was in the early 1990’s and the economy was still at its so called Best. I was in grade 1 when I was 5 years-old turning 6 in December, and I was very naughty and tiny, like most five-year-old kids.

I would board a bus to school, and sometimes I would walk back home just to save up on bus fare, which I would use to get crayons and coloring books. I bought them at a local stationery book store in town, which I passed by on my way home. My mom would ask me where I got the money, and I would say I’ve been saving. I told her that sometimes I would walk home instead of catching the bus. On Sundays, we would attend a roman catholic church service as a family, sometimes when mom and dad couldn’t make it that day, we would go with the housemaid. I remember the other time whilst in church, I rose up and joined the line to receive the  THE BREAD AND WINE not knowing according to catholic rules, I had to go through certain requirements to be allowed to do so.

Chapter 2

At school we were involved in many sporting activities like hockey, cricket and tennis and eventually had to choose one out of them all.

I chose tennis , for I found it more interesting and my mom gave me her old wooden racket the one she used whilst in college and dad bought me another one.

I fell so in love with it that I started skipping church(Roman Catholic), going to tournaments on Sundays. I thought it brought all the happiness to me that time, spending an entire day drinking water with no food, having fun.

When I reflect at it now, I say to myself I could have spent that entire time in fasting and prayer, getting to know more about OUR LORD, JESUS CHRIST.

We also participated in swimming classes , once a week when I was in grade 3 which I repeated after my teacher said I was too young and not participating well as expected.

Fast forward to that we ended up transitioning from roman catholic church to Zion Christian Church(ZCC mbungo stars), I don’t know for what reason as it was my parent’s decision. I soon became accustomed to the church dances and we would attend regularly as a family. Sometimes we would go to the mountains drinking a certain tea without sugar and would make most people vomit but as for I it would only give me a runny tummy.

My mom would travel long distances to attend mega national church conferences by bus accompanied by fellow church members.

Chapter 3

The other time my dad was like, “the rich people are zcc members and they sit in the dust humbling themselves driving big cars!”, but the way it felt was as if, you need to pray in order to be rich and successful. They made it seem as if ZCC was the only church you needed to attend for you to make it big in life.

But now looking back I see that as prosperity gospel & around that time my eyes began to be painful, I was blinking abnormally, uncontrollably and felt like my eyes were getting exposed to too much wind. One of the church members said someone wanted to make me blind & in-order to be protected I had to put some newspaper roles inside my shoes when going to school. I’m not sure what prayers or rituals were done on them but they said they would prevent me becoming blind, BUT IT NEVER HELPED.

It  stopped after forsaking ZCC church & was miraculously restored, ALL GLORY BE TO GOD.

Now in High School , I joined a music group & started writing songs. We  record at local bedroom studios .

The other time we got sponsored by an NGO organization to go to Harare the capital city of Zimbabwe. We booked a famous national singer, songwriter and producer by the name of Sani Makhalima & did a 5 track album and launched it in Marondera at a local hall. There was a camera crew from the National Tv station (ZBC) and it was broadcast  on a show called citizen child.

Chapter 4

Fast forward to that when I was in grade 10 or so , I had a terrible fever/malaria like symptoms. I never went to the doctor, I was feeling so weak and cold , skipped many school days and would just be laying in bed. My dad never came to check on me, I think he thought I was now sexually active and had a sexually transmitted disease, he would leave his bedroom and pass by my room without even checking on me.

So the other day my mother took me to a traditional healer ,then I , my mother and the traditional healer went to a river situated in the outskirts of the location we were staying in.

She did some kind of traditional cleansing on me using old money coins while inside the flowing river. She asked me to denounce the disease with some words she told me to recite. Soon after that she told me to lead the way and go straight home without looking back. When I got home I was healed.

Now looking back as a GOD fearing man, I now see consulting spirit mediums and those who use divination & consult familiar spirits as evil practices, total wickedness.

It reminds me of Saul in 1 Samuel 28 kjv. Then said Saul unto his servants, Seek me a woman that hath a familiar spirit, that I may go to her, and enquire of her. And his servants said to him, Behold, there is a woman that hath a familiar spirit at Endor.

Chapter 5

In THE BOOK OF SAMUEL we see Saul going to consult a spirit medium seeking to speak to Samuel the prophet who was now dead. The spirit medium did manage to communicate with Samuel who had been long deceased and Samuel told him he was going to die along with his son the following day and it did come to pass.

GOD is against CONSULTING SPIRIT MEDIUMS as seen in DEUTRONOMY 18 11-12 kjv Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer. 12  For all that do these things are an abomination unto the LORD: and because of these abominations the LORD thy God doth drive them out from before thee.

I kept on trying to pursue a carrier in music songwriting and singing but the economical circumstances didn’t allow. Soon I found myself done with high school and started fornicating.

I met a girl when I was on my way to my brothers place after he had got in to an accident and soon after we started indulging in sex before marriage. It was a hectic month for me , I woke up one morning and saw a BIG owl on the  gate. That was around  8-9 am and believe me I freaked out because in African countries thats considered  bad omen.

Soon after, his friend came with the sad news “your brother has been involved in an accident”. The police said he tried to commit suicide after a traffic stop.

Chapter 6

Allegedly he threw himself onto oncoming traffic, apparently he had been ridding a motor bike without a legal number plate and had no divers license. This wasn’t he’s first suicide attempt ,it was the second.

Prier to this he had been chased out of our family home when he was 21 years old and soon got married to a Ndebele woman who had a well established family in the United Kingdom (Britain).

One of his wife’s sister  bought them 2 houses in Zimbabwe which they ended up selling and misused the money through bad decisions. Soon they ended up divorcing after squandering the whole money .

I feel like they lacked Jesus in their life ,trying to get rich  quick . They had what many pray for, 1 big descent house in a quiet suburb near the hospital, mo-over they had 2 houses side by side.

My brother was in a comma for two weeks & 1 day me & my little brother where going to his place and I was in front with my little brother behind me and a snake passed right between us. I didn’t see it but my little brother did. He made a loud shout and spade off. By the time I turned to see whats the matter, he was long gone , up ahead of me. I also fled without having even a slight glimpse of it and he explained everything soon as we came out of the bushy road strip and on to the tarred road.

Chapter 7

This was full proof to me of the existence of the spiritual realm at its core, there was no room to suggesting its just a coincidence.  I was now hooked into fornication with a girl named Rosemary, I had the intention to merry her but it never happened due to her cheating me with my neighbor.

Later on I  asked for some money from my brother because I wanted to run away from home and go to South Africa, since the economy was at its worst in Zimbabwe. He gave me US $30 after he said I should work for it first. So he told me to take loads of sand taken out of a water well he had just got freshly dug and I did and got paid.

I went to the taxi rank with the intention of boarding the bus destined for South Africa with a plan to skip the boarder since I had no passport. I ended up changing my mind and bought a pair of air force Nike sneakers imitate at Marondera flee market and returned home after realizing my plan was kind of a suicide mission.

My mom was having 2 years in South Africa and hadn’t mentioned me coming to join her there, so I was starting to grow impatient. The other time I asked her to send me something to sell with the intent of making a profit and she sent me earrings and dippers and small door alarms which I sold for about US $50 in total.

Chapter 8

Immediately after I went to apply for a passport and when I told my dad he wasn’t so happy about it. My dad had always been supper strict and I’ve always seen him as over controlling which felt over whelming every time.

After showing Dad my passport upon collecting it , he’s reaction was confirmation that he doesn’t want to let me go. I remember the other time I went to do a part time job of loading and offloading bricks on and off a truck and later getting paid and asked him to get me some second hand clothes at a flee market in Harare (capital city) were he was working at the Canadian Embassy.

Some time later we got into a dispute and he was saying all I want to do is part time jobs, saying I refused to pursue school further, for I had dropped out of school during my last year. All glory be to OUR LORD GOD for always making a way where there seems to be no way. GOD HAS A GREATER PLAN for those His people.

My mom after a month sent me more staff to sell and I did . The person who bought it this time was our neighbor and she hadn’t paid me yet so I told my dad I wanted to go to South Africa to my cousin who was already well established there. My dad got furious and said “why are  you telling me now at the last minute?”, “why wasn’t I informed in time?”.

Chapter 9

I was 21 turning 22 years that same year, it was in the month June 2011. I broke into tears for I felt like a prisoner or slave being denied physical and mental freedom.

I told him: “you never approve of anything I come up with, you want me to just be at home whilst you make me fake promises”.

He went on to say: “whats in South Africa thats so special?, what have you seen people coming from South Africa bringing home which is worth the migration?, they only come with DVD players and sound system speakers and clothes”.

At that time in the back of my mind I am like, “doesn’t my dad see life is better that side than in Zim”.

Its like he knew once I go that side he will no longer have control over me, which felt deeply abusive to me. Before mom left for SA (South Africa) I remember him saying to mom “ I think its best we get kids through adoption because all our 3 biological kids don’t have anything in their brains, they totally dumb /empty”. That came as a shock cause the only way to get along with him was to agree with him, your thoughts didn’t mater or should I say were not required.

So coming back to the time I had showed him my fresh passport, I told him with the $50 I was expecting on the 30th of June, I would be going to SA.

Chapter 10

He ended up paying for my transport fare on the 25th of June and he would get the $50 of the staff I sold in about 5 days time from our neighbor.

I got on the bus and said my farewells to my dad , I was so excited for I already smelt freedom up ahead. So now on the bus I made a vow to never go back to Zimbabwe or home as per say. Whilst on the long journey to SA , I was just thinking of what I went through in Zim and more of what to expect in SA.

The journey to South Africa was the longest I had ever gone, my dad had bought me some food for the way and some fruits. I left without saying farewell to my girlfriend because I knew she would not agree with the idea.

We arrived at the SA /ZIM border and I took out my brand new passport and they stamped about a week of days. When reboarding the bus on SA side, officials were asking us one by one “whats the purpose of your visit?” and I said I’m visiting my mother who’s ill ,I lied; my mom was well and waiting for my arrival. As soon as I arrived in Pretorea(CAPITAL CITY), I got a warm welcome from my mom and we went to her apartment and after she accompanied me the same day to the nearby taxi rank at bossman station and got me on a taxi to Rustunburg.

Chapter 11

Now my cousin Inos was a dreadlocks hair stylist who was beginning to accumulate a lot of money in the dreadlocks business. He had managed to kick start two salon branch’s in two city’s Mafikeng & Rustenburg. So prier to me departing Zimbabwe I had lied to him claiming I was now able to do dreadlocks & had been practicing.

The reason being, I just wanted to come to South Africa and figure it out on arrival. Upon arriving in Rustenburg my cousin Inos sent a beautiful girl to come get me at the main rank and we boarded a local taxi to one of the oldest high density location called tlhabane.

On arrival I was so amazed by the beautiful cars parked outside the salon for there was a tavern next door and it was during month end, a busy weekend with people drunk and merry. I got inside and got a warm welcome from my cousin who was busy with a client and immediately told me to put my bag down and style a client who was next in line.

I then started sweating as I attempted to apply the hair food on the client and he jumped off his sit when he released I had no clue of what I was doing. I was so embarrassed and my cousin Inos had to do the client while I watched sitting at the corner and finally the lie had been revealed.

So he understood that I just wanted to escape the poverty in Zimbabwe.

Chapter 12

For 2 weeks or so I stayed in Rustenburg at my 2 new workmate’s room and one of them had to move in a friend’s room to create space for me. I started off by helping out with simple tasks in the salon like dying, washing and porting dreadlocks.

The only  stylist in the salon would finish off the client by doing beautiful styles. Within the next month or so I left with my cousin and went to Mafikeng where my cousin had another branch where he was based. I got to meet up with his expert workers who alongside my cousin taught me how to properly maintain dreadlocks in a professional manner.

They shawled me the do’s and don’ts of expert hair care to minimize client return jobs and complaints. By this time i was crashing at my cousins home which he stayed with his wife and daughter, then I opted to go back to Rustenburg for mafikeng seemed too rural for my liking.

So off I went and rejoined my co-workers but faced a lot of mockery and downplay, they gave me clients with dreadlocks which were more labor intensive. But this was not new to me, for almost my entire childhood was mered with loneliness, I guess I can say I never really had true friends growing up. I always felt like I didn’t fit into society, just never managed to blend in and believe me I tried and to no avail, this contributed to me doubting myself and losing confidence in myself and speech-wise.

Chapter 13

It felt like no one wanted to hear me speak or the sound of my voice and I wish I knew this verse back then john 15:19  “if you belong to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.

Every time I would get friends or try to date, it was a struggle and never had good endings, friends would back stab me and some abandon me .

Before I had left Zim I had been exercising and lifting up weights, so after moving back to Rustenburg, me and my fomer roommate moved in another room at the same property as the salon and I started gym-ming again. My room mate was a heavy drinker and I was smocking weed, a habit I started back home soon after finishing school. When he would go out clubbing I would be lifting the bed up & down as a weight, continually going back and forth doing vigorous exercises.

Thabo my roommate tried inviting me to join him on he’s night out’s especially Fridays, the so called Hoza Fridays but I turned down the offer, at list for a little while.

I remember trying to connect with the beautiful girl who came to take me at the rank  the first time I came to Rustenburg, but it turns out my cousin who was married was being adulterous with her.

Chapter 14

She relocated to Johannesburg and that’s the last I had about her, I was looking for something to feel up a void in me and I didn’t know what I was lacking back then but now I know “His name is JESUS OF NAZARETH” .

Soon I quit smoking weed as it was making me not focus on my hair carrier and couple years later I joined in the alcohol journey which led to so many wasted years. I kept on going from bad to worse.

I was becoming whom I spent most of my time with, my fornicating and drinking workmates. I started having premarital relationships again with random girls I met in tlhabane ,younger girls and the other  one was way older than me. She stalked me for a while and I eventually gave in.

Looking back now I’m ashamed of the sinful life I was leaving. Later on my cousin  fired me and my workmate when we did a client’s hair in our room with the intention of keeping the money to ourselves and he walked in on us in midst /he caught us red handed.

So we left Rustenburg for a town known as Vryburg and set up another salon, it wasn’t the best of place to set up a salon but we were surviving, making ends meat.

Soon I was back at it again ,fornication. I met another girl, beautiful and a peoples person. She seemed to drink more than me, she used to be in the army and clubbing was her lifestyle.

Chapter 15

They called her Ma’gee and she would disappear for days and later appear, sometimes she would have a random guy accompany her to my place at night when she was from the club.

I never bothered to confront her when she pitched up with a guy or guys, maybe because I had made a vow not to date prier to that and I broke it, so I really didn’t care no more, I felt like its better to have somebody than nobody because I had been heart broken many times.

Whilst in Vryburg my bioligical bigger brother moved in with us and my other cousin and we were drinking like nobody’s business. At the house we were staying in another girl came, a house made  and yes she was also beautiful and in no time we started dating.

In no time both girls found out I was dating both of them and confronted me , still I wasn’t able to make up my mind and choose whom I was going to be with. After about a year we had a situation at the salon, the owner of the salon dated a gangster’s girlfriend and the gang found out somehow and payed us a surprise visit with a knife, steel chain, craw bar and other weapons seeming to inflict excruciating pain and harm.

One of the gang members wiped his knife on the thigh of my workmate and that was our last night in Vryburg.

The morrow after we fled to Mogwase just outside of rustenburg .

Chapter 16

We opened another salon and I sent money to my new girlfriend to come join me and eventually I started working alone and I made a lot of money for some years whilst staying with her.

At some point she said she wants to rewrite her Matric and had to relocate to her home town kwazulu Natal. She left and I was left alone for a year and during that time I met another girl Phiwe. She was 17 years old and I was 28 years old. We were living a night clubbing life, she wasn’t much of a drinker but she loved the high class lifestyle.

We would go to sun-city on weekends and spent the whole day and night having what I thought was just innocent fun and sometimes leaving around 2 am. She would spent most of her days at my place even sleeping over, we started off by using protection and sometimes the after pill and one day, I believe on valentine’s day 2018, we didn’t and she fell pregnant.

I moved to  her street and she  moved in with me whilst pregnant and in their Zulu culture I had to pay for damages and I did , they charged me R30 000 and  reduced it to R26 000.

On November 10 2018 our first born child was born and the same day the home-affairs  employee took my passport for I had overstayed my visit with no work permit, he threatened to arrest me and within a week I fled to Capetown.

Chapter 17

Within that week my mother and dad came to see their grandchild and bought her expensive clothes, for my dad was working for vodacom in Pretorea and well off financially at that time.

I arrived in capetown and was welcomed by my homeboy from Zimbabwe. I worked at a  salon in witsand and it was tough there. So I moved back to tygerberg where my friend was staying and secured a salon station below the flat we were staying in.

It wasn’t busy so I had to move to the location where it was cheaper and I stayed with another friend sharing the rent and after some few months I moved out and got another room since my girlfriend flew in to join me.

She secured a job at a diner restaurant up-street my salon. After about 2 days of moving in another room with my then girlfriend I went to ask for a cooking stick at my former roommate and to my surprise I found out someone broke into his room and stole his clothes.

I felt relief-ed I wasn’t there and felt pity for my former roommate at the same time. My girlfriend at the time stayed with me for a month and our 5 month old baby stayed behind with her grandparents. After her first pay she left, got on the first flight to jozi and then rustenburg – mogwase for she got paid peanuts and the livelihood was too tough for her and her dad told her to come back home.

Chapter 18

The whole month we stayed together we would board the train without train fare and would dodge the ticket inspectors by skipping from one carriage to the other.

Once again I was all alone and had the move back in with my friend, the one they had burgled and we were in another room this time and at the same location in Blackheath,  a rough location like the rest of them in Capetown.

I moved out again to town/tygerberg and had my then girlfriend send me all my music producing equipment via post office with the intension of selling it and I did at cash converters/pawn shop, for I wanted to support my daughter.

Almost a year had passed by and I eventually decided to return to northwest/ Rusternburg and my then girlfriend moved in with me and our daughter for I had secured again another salon station in tlhabane the location I first got to when I came from Zim, where I had learned my drinking habits back in 2011-2012.

I had zero clients and had to market from scratch and after a few months we were financially ok and then the covid lock-downs kicked in and I was doing house calls and we made it through by God’s grace. I also managed to quit alcohol.

After the lock down it was back to business as usual and my then Zulu girlfriend secured a job at a private school owned by my client in April 2023.

Chapter 19

Prier to that she had started early morning jogs after taking our daughter to the school bus who was attending  pre-school.

Before that we used to exercise together and all of a sudden she wanted to go it alone and after she said she wants to be a nail tech after going through some you-tube tutorials. She wanted to get a salon station in the suburb of North next to fox lake which was the direction she used to run to.

We went for a walk the other day looking for a salon station for her in North and she kept on saying I want it around here and I remember saying this place seems too quiet for business but she kept on insisting, for a reason she alone knew. We couldn’t find a vacant salon so we started making our way back and my tummy all of a sudden became upset and I had to go in a thick bush along a dusty short road, luckily a had toilet paper on me & handled my business.

We had got an informal land situated near a platinum mine and had built a rock house foundation, we would vacate there at night after working hours and do the filling of the foundation to cut-down on costs.

I had bought & had installed a Wendy house 3 x 4 meters. All of this was a years worth of my entire savings after paying the bills, I never even bought myself a new pair of socks or underpants during that year.

Chapter 20

If I had known, only if I had known what was to later unfold, I wouldn’t have even bought the land in the first place let alone date her: actually I mean fornicate with her.

So what transpired soon after completing the house foundation is I had a dream, a very scary and vivid one. In the dream I saw myself arriving at the stand and I saw myself inside the Wendy house and a figure appeared in front of me, a man like figure wearing a black leather jacket and with no eyes, skeleton like with only eye sockets/orbits.

He stretched out his hand advancing towards me in an provocative manner and as I tried to shout for the name Jesus this thing would like magically block my vocal chords (its like the dog morphed into that demon like figure in the black leather jacket). This was around 9 pm & in the midst of my dream my then girlfriend woke me up saying I was talking out loud and mumbling in my sleep.

I woke up and narrated everything I saw but my then girlfriend just brushed it off and said I was just imagining staff. We had found a guy to take care of our land and he was staying with his girlfriend and daughter.

When we were done with the foundation of the house I bought 6 pallets of bricks and I took a beak from building after a year of wholly  investing in it.

Chapter 21

Weeks later I had another dream  and this time I saw a time clock. The number 5 flashing two or three times soon after I saw the number 7 and then the number 12 all flashing repeatedly. My heart started beating fast and I woke up in a panic. I knew something was wrong but I didn’t know what. Me and Phiwe khoza (the mother of my only daughter) used to exercise together but all of a sudden she wanted to go it alone for some reason, I couldn’t figure out why.

The other time she said she’s going out with her shona best friend Diana hombe, she said they going to book at a lodge. I stayed behind with our daughter and the following day she came smelling like fish, on her private parts. She went to the clinic and she said they couldn’t see the cause and they just gave her some pills to get rid of the smell. We shifted from being close to being more like roommates.

One night I was on my computer making a gospel beat and she was preparing dinner  all moody & she provoked me & I replied :“I’m not responsible for how you feel” after that all hell broke loose and I saw a plate full of food flying towards me, like a flying saucer it hit my head, at the back of my ear and shuttered into pieces. She stood up and just stared at me and only reacted when she saw the blood oozing out & started crying.

Chapter 22

Months later she got a job as a teacher at a new private school and started coming home late. She was knocking off at 3 pm but arriving home at 7 pm all glowing and supper excited.

The other night she came home late again and I tried to kiss her and she shoved me off and faced the other side and we slept facing opposite sides. The following day, in the month of May, I woke up early and took the kid to the gate and as we waited for her school transport  to come pick her up, a thought just came to mind. I was like what if those numbers I saw in the dram were bible verses, I went on google and typed in “bible verse 5 7-12” and I came across  1 Corinthians 5 7-12 kjv Purge out therefore the old leaven, that ye may be a new lump, as ye are unleavened. For even Christ our passover is sacrificed for us: {is sacrificed; or, is slain} 8  Therefore let us keep the feast, not with old leaven, neither with the leaven of malice and wickedness; but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth. {the feast: or, holyday}

9  I wrote unto you in an epistle not to company with fornicators: 10  Yet not altogether with the fornicators of this world, or with the covetous, or extortioners, or with idolaters; for then must ye needs go out of the world.

This was my wake up call.

Chapter 23

11  But now I have written unto you not to keep company, if any man that is called a brother be a fornicator, or covetous, or an idolater, or a railer, or a drunkard, or an extortioner; with such an one no not to eat. 12  For what have I to do to judge them also that are without? do not ye judge them that are within? 13  But them that are without God judgeth. Therefore put away from among yourselves that wicked person.

That very same day I was feeling so tired and knocked off early and went to sleep,then in the afternoon they called me at work. I went and just assisted 1 client and called it a day.

On my way home I passed by the shop and bought Phiwe a 6 pack of 100% juices for her to carry to work and some tomatoes. When I got home she was on the phone and she took her time to get up and greet me.

Finally she got up and placed her phone on the table. Earlier I had tried downloading a movie and my phone’s network was failing me so I thought to myself let me try hers.

I took her phone whilst she unpacked what I came with and I don’t know how I manged to unlock her phone without knowing her password. I was so shocked in such a way I went like: “baby look I managed to unlock your phone” immediately she tried to grab her phone.

Chapter 24

I was very curious of what she didn’t want me to see. So I refused to give her phone back and rushed out our room to check what she was hiding from me. To my surprise I found messages of her charting with another guy, senting photos of herself dressed inappropriately.

She was cheating on me, I asked her if she slept with him, she said; “yes”. Also asked if she loves the guy and she said she doesn’t know and she said “it’s the person”. She said I don’t give her time , I’m always on the computer. I told her instantly “its over between us”.

That was the longest night I’ve ever had. I lay half asleep on the couch tossing and turning the whole night waiting for 6 am and the whole night she was charting with her mother Irene khoza they were talking about our stand, the one I bought and developed. She didn’t want us to sell it and thats the time I regretted ever getting into sex before marriage, especially with a disloyal person.

What hurt me the most was, she didn’t show any remorse. I was shaking like high on drugs. Around 6 am I told her I’m going to stay with a friend till we figure things out, I lied.

I boarded a taxi to pretorea and explained everything to my parents on arrival. My mom said, “another lady who sees in the prophetic told her,  you have a son working in SA and his girlfriend’s parents are into witchcraft”.

Chapter 25

Upon arrival mom told me the prophetess just called her checking up on her. I’m not sure if she was a true prophetess or a traditional healer, since my mother was into consulting spirit mediums.

Many people claim to be consulting prophets when in reality they’ll  be consulting witch doctors, which they believe will open up their life path but JESUS SAID in JOHN 14 6 KJV: Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

My dad sounded a bit happy and said “it’s a good thing it happened when we are about to go home” (REFEREEING TO THE BREAKUP). This was on the 11th of May and they were going home in June for good as they were retiring.

In my head I was like what’s your retiring got to do with me also going home, for he gave me the impression, I should also go home.

After a few hours of us charting, I got on a bus to Zimbabwe for the first time in 12 years, just to clear my heard. I felt like my whole world came crushing on me.

The bus finally took off at 3 pm and I felt a bit relieved to be embarking on a journey even though I didn’t plan for it. I arrived in Zimbabwe/ Harare in the afternoon hours and got home around 5 pm and spent the night and next day was on my way back to South Africa.

Chapter 15

The whole time I was in Zim my phone was not working and I wondered why, up until I arrived back at the border. I swapped my Zimbabawe sim card for my South African sim card only to be greeted by an alarming sound / my phone had been remotely blocked by my ex girlfriend (Phiwe). Apparently she had been tracking my phone and when she found out I was heading for the Zimbabwean border she blocked my phone, it was showing a message which read ‘call Phiwe the owner of the phone’.

I was so stunned but the harm was already done. I made a grave mistake of allowing her to use my email passwords, social media accounts and she used that against me to her advantage. This reminds me of a verse which says Guard your heart/ Proverbs 4 23 NIV “above all else guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it” The ride lasted the whole night, I managed to unblock my phone before reaching Pretorea and lost all the photos I took in zim.

I arrived in Pretorea at 6am and Phiwe’s mother called me to check about my whereabouts  and other clients had been looking for me the past 3 days. I boarded a taxi to Rustenburg back to where I was staying with my ex, I took a bath and went straight to work the same day.

I was so disappointed in me, for I believed a lie. I stayed for a few days there, crushing on the couch every-night.

Chapter 27

The other day I bought the same juice I last bought for her, unaware its going to remind me of how she betrayed me and instantly I became overwhelmed with great emotional pain and ran home.

As soon as I got inside the room I fell down and started crying with a loud voice, I  bet even my neighbors head the whole commotion. My daughter was there and witnessed everything, after a seeking accommodation on face-book I was blessed to find it in the suburbs of tlhabane west. I moved  out and my daughter was traumatized by what transpired within a short space of time.

I sent my daughter who was in pre – school to boarding school. I left everything I had  and went on to buy an air bed and burnt most of my excess clothes out of anger and disappointment.

My mother sent me a set of pots from Pretorea And the only thing I took from the house was my clothes, a 5 kg top cooker gas stove and two blankets. I moved out the same day I found the accommodation and it was during the month, so I had to pay half the rent. When I got there they were shocked to see me move in without property and it was in the month of May when the winter coldness was setting in. I was staying in a room inside the main house, the main bedroom which had its own restroom. It was so big and cold since it was empty.

Chapter 28

Just before I broke up with my ex girlfriend I had started seeking the LORD more and more and the week I broke up with her I almost got robbed at work , I went out to take a smoking break from work and when I got out a guy came and asked for a smoke and he held on to my hand and wouldn’t let go.

He took out a knife, like movie style and looked me dead in the eye and from no were another guy I know came asking for a cigarette and started walking toward him while the knife bearing guy still held on to my hand and miraculously I evaded him by the grace of GOD.

The following day I had a great argument with a client and felt like a lot of tension was piling up on me. On the very day I caught her red handed cheating on me, I confessed with my own mouth “LORD I’m a sinner!” and this I said audibly as I got in to the room we had been living in and a few minutes later reality struck, I was gasping for air when I found out I had been living a lie.

Earlier I had started reading THE BOOK OF ENOCH, oh how I enjoyed reading this book!.

I read it before the breakup, after the breakup, on my way to ZIM and back to SA. I only got to finish it after moving to the new place.

Chapter 29

God provided me with my daily bread/my daily needs and I was able to pay for my daughters school fee and boarding fee , transport from boarding and buy her clothes in time, all the time. What I was finding hard to deal with was the betrayal pain I suffered from the brake up, it was so intense I was hardly getting enough sleep. I remember  talking in my sleep while I was tossing and turning, even my workmates saw something was troubling me.

I didn’t want to talk about it cause doing so made me re-live the pain over and over again, but I eventually informed them of what transpired. Phiwe the mother of my daughter called me telling me to come take our daughter because she wanted to go on a date with her new boyfriend. I was shocked with how fast she had moved on and realized she never loved me in the first place and showed no remorse about cheating on me.

On top of that she carried on dating the very guy who got between us , also a Shona guy from Zimbabwe, but I was soon to find out after some time that OUR LORD, OUR GOD, THE LORD OF HOSTS was in it and HE had a greater plan.

She was willing to stay in the relationship as long as she had all the control over me, she once told me the saying ‘HAPPY WIFE , HAPPY LIFE’ and she once told me women are unpredictable.

Chapter 30

Phiwe once said to me: “I don’t believe just because you have a child with someone it makes it hard to break up”.

Now looking back I clearly see that she had been preparing me for the shock of my life and boy did it feel like I fell from Disney land and back to reality. I guess the LORD OUR GOD was starting to peel off the scales-off my eyes and this was the beginning of my waking life.

2 weeks of moving into my new room situated in the suburbs , Phiwe’s mother who’s from Lesotho called me & asked “where is Phiwe and Nicole?” I replied “ I don’t know maybe they at the new boyfriend’s place” and that night I woke up at 1 am to have a smoke for I couldn’t sleep enough as I was in emotional pain.

I went back indoors and as I was tossing and turning in my bed, half-asleep, around 3 am, I had a car revving ‘ Vroom! Vroom!’ and I didn’t make much of it, so eventually I dozed off and fell into deep sleep.

(not knowing, its only the flesh which sleeps, the spirit realm is always active and fully functional). What transpired next came as a total shock, as it was nothing I ever expected from the people I called family and spent many nights at their place and even ate with them. The thought of it all was unbearable…

Chapter 31

In the morning, as I left for work and I saw the front opposite sliding gate derailed from its lane and bent into an ‘L’ shape and the fence of were I was staying was slightly bent inwards.

I didn’t make much of it and ran off to work. That day Phiwe’s Dad who’s Zulu also called and asked the same question her wife had asked me the previous night “where is Phiwe and Nicole?” and I replied in the same manner as I did the previous day: “I do not know maybe they at the boyfriend’s place”. When I knocked off from work and got back to my place, as I stood on my smoking spot, I started to re-observe the scene around me once-again and to my surprise every little detail didn’t seem coincidental.

The house front opposite where I was staying had no one staying there and no car owner there. Apparently this car appeared out of nowhere like a scene straight out of a movie and as I observed the tire track print left behind by the apparent Ghost car. One of the tire print went straight to my smoking area, exactly to where I was sitting 2 hours before the mysterious car swerved out of control.

So it seemed to me after analyzing the whole scenario, my almost parents in-law tried to take me out, through a spiritual attack. THE LORD OUR GOD intervened and served me. Looking back now It seems as if Phiwe’s dad wanted to check if I’m still alive.

Chapter 32

This is what the bible talks about when it says do not be unequally yoked 2 Corinthians  6:14 kjv ¹⁴ Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship hath righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion hath light with darkness?. The Khoza family believed in ancestral worship, they practiced it and I as a believer of CHRIST OF NAZARETH, I follow his teaching as best as I can, as the HOLY scriptures commands us.

My dreams and visions started to intensify and became more vivid and almost every time I had them they would manifest the following day. I experienced spiritual attacks where I was staying/witchcraft.

My landlord and her children were appearing to me in my dreams, sometimes trying to sleep with me in my dreams. The other time their daughter appeared in my dream and I saw her back side, I woke up from my dream and ran out of my room and she also ran out of her room just next to mine and we met in the kitchen as she was drinking water.

The female landlord of mine appeared to me in a dream with her younger sister and they were asking me  “where is your daughter?”. Their underwear were pulled down and they were wearing what seemed like skirts or dresses.

Every time I experienced this I would act as if nothing ever happened, I would be all cheerful and cracking jocks with them, so as to not turn it into a physical fight.

Chapter 19

I kept in mind Ephesians 6:12 kjv: “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places”.

So any complain or anger and confusion I had I would take it up in prayer and even now, forever will. I used to bring my daughter to my place on weekends since she was staying in boarding school and this time I hadn’t done so in a long time, no wonder they were asking me these questions in my dreams.

One of the other days I came with her and they asked for her to spent the night with one of the girls as they said she was going to be home alone, saying she had nightmares when she slept alone. I found that weird, she took her as soon as she slept and they spent the night together.

During these months I stopped watching TV, started focusing on prayer and bible reading at work and home for I didn’t attend any church, I was working at the salon full time everyday. I would watch Youtube gospel content on my free time and this is when I found out there are many people seeking for the kingdom of GOD and sharing the gospel.

During this time I came across this bible verse_ matthew 6:33  :But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

Chapter 34

During the week I broke up with Phiwe, I soon started seeing the number 33 like everyday, every where I went. So I started doing some research and found out that the number 33 means GOD keeping his promises( the word AMEN has a numerical value of 33 and JESUS was crucified and resurrected at the age of 33).

This was followed by another set of repeating numbers like 22/23/44/66 & many more. I was constantly on my phone googling for all the possible biblical explanations I could find , I figured out that the answers were mostly in the bible chapters, verses linked to whatever situation I was in at any given time.

Some time later on, my landlord was renewing her marriage vows and I was invited, about two months before the big day. Fast forward to the week of the wedding, one morning whilst sleeping in my bed, I had an audible voice speak to me in my native mother tongue (Shona language) saying “Ane Bute”, which means he/she has snuff (a type of smokeless tobacco, mostly used in traditional and ritual contexts, usually to appease or seek guidance from ancestral spirits).

After I woke up, I took a bath and went to work as usual. On this very day I knocked off early around 4 pm and walked home, which is like 30 minutes away. When I arrived I found an old lady sleeping on the pavement in front of the the kitchen, covering herself with a blanket fast asleep.

Chapter 35

I asked my landlord’s daughter who that was and she said: “its my grandma, my father’s mother”. She was there to attend the wedding and later on that day I got to be introduced to her by my landlord.

That very night as I slept in my bed, I had a visitor in a dream and it was none other than that granny who had just arrived. I didn’t see her but I knew it was her and I had slept with 2 pots on my 2 plate stove.

In the dream I pot was missing, to my surprise I saw a black pot in its place, pan like black pot with a glass top. Something was boiling in the pot and I felt her all happy and joyous in the background.

I woke up the following morning and acted as if I didn’t see anything and that day I saw her sniffing snuff and I knew that instant it was her I was being alerted of in the dream the previous night. Then came the next night, this time I saw her and someone else pulling me in a dream in opposite directions. She was wearing a long black dress acting like she wanted to get intimate with me.

The following day I got up supper early , took a quick bath and got out of my room and as I was about to leave, I met her in the passage as I looked the door to my room.

Chapter 36

She was getting out of the toilet and I greeted her and instead of greeting me back, I got a question, the granny said: “what is your totem” and I lied to her and answered: “I was adopted, I don’t know my parents”. Soon after the shot talk, I took off in a hurry, straight to work.

Following these events I had some peaceful nights and carried on with my daily routine of night prayer and worship. Since I was no longer dating, I had all the time to dedicate all my free time to the LORD, especially night times.

I remember soon after I broke up with my ex, my parents wanted me to have something like an arranged marriage. Our former nanny had a daughter who had just graduated from university and they wanted me to marry her. I told  my parents I’m not ready to marry and later I said “as a matter of fact I don’t want to get married”.

I bought other furniture and made it a point I bought a 3/4 bed for I had no intention of being with another woman in bed and being intimate with one. Another night came and I had what seemed to be a dream or vision. I saw myself kind of floating in mid air and saw houses and had a voice speak to me in Setswana saying

“there is a preacher who used to live here but he’s dead and his name is Oracle”.

Chapter 37

So knowing very well my dreams and visions usually manifest on the following day, I went to work expecting to see or hear of the manifestation. Everything seemed normal until he walked in, a regular client at the salon who only came to cut he’s hair. They often called him pastor and somehow I knew it was him but needed a way to confirm.

He was right next to me, so I approached him in a joyous manner as I was busy with my client and asked him what they call him at church and he said Oracle. The next time he came and I asked him if he once stayed in tlhabane west and he said yes. I kept on asking questions up until he became suspicious and he insisted I tell him why I was asking him so many questions every single time he came and I ended up telling him of the dream I had:“….you are dead!” I said and he became so angry and said: “are you a spirit medium?” and I said no and he said: “what church do you attend?” I replied him “none”. He was puzzled and left off super angry and that was the first time I ever saw him in that state, since I always knew him as a happy person always telling jokes with everyone in the salon. It reminds me of Revelation 3:1 KJV– I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead.

Chapter 38

After I had fully healed from the breakup, I no longer had that anger towards all girls. I started to have an interest over certain girls and would dream of them and see them for who they really are. Some of the staff I was starting to see was mind blowing and this was proof to me of how GOD IS ALL SEEING AND ALL KNOWING.

psalm 139:2 KJV Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off.  I remember there was a girl who was working at the complex I was working at, I was having a crush on her and I had a dream of what seems to be a woman who just had an abortion with the umbilical cord hanging outside.  The following day she walked into the salon for I had promised her days earlier, some facial products I was selling, for her to go try for free. To me that was no coincidence so I stayed away from her.

The other girl was working along the street at a salon I passed by everyday as I made my way to work. So one of the other night I had a dream of her, I saw myself looking up and there she was standing on my bed butt naked as I lay in my bed. She was all shinning like she had applied cooking oil on her entire body and she just started saying:“I prostitute myself, what am I supposed to do? I need money!”.

Chapter 39

She’s originally from Mozambique but she spoke to me in Tswana a language I learned in South Africa. The following day I passed by her salon as usual and greeted her like I didn’t see anything.

The other time I dreamt of my female workmate naked standing in front of me as I was sitting at a couch at our workplace, I saw her from like waistline going up and she was naked and I turned her around. In the morning I had a voice say “mavhuso”  a Venda word which in slang context means transactional sex. I woke up and went to work early, as I stood with my other workmate a guy approched an ATM with a girl and my workmate said “this must be mavhuso”, she seemed to have slept at the guy’s place.

Later around 8-9 am my other workmate, the one I dreamt of, came having groceries and dropped them off at her work station and within a shot time she picked them up and went to drop them off at her place. I confronted her concerning my dream and it didn’t go down well for me, she started raising her voice at me , kind of like she wanted me to doubt what I saw by denying it with total confidence and at first I regretted the confrontation but later felt relief-ed because I got the chance to tell her :“GOD SEES EVERYTHING”.  It seemed I was talking to deaf ears an it was unfruitful.

Chapter 40

2 or 3 days later she again came with groceries at work and dropped them off at work, near the door, on a blind spot and left, but I saw it and acted like I didn’t. I went outside to have a smoke and I saw her getting on a car with a certain guy and drove off.

Her son came to take the groceries soon after and this time I didn’t say anything, I kept my mouth shut because of how she reacted the first time.

At first I used to talk to her about divorce, adultery and fornication as the word says in Matthew 19:9 kjv And I say unto you, Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery: and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery.

Me and my co-worker never really seemed to be on the same page in terms of biblical study. I distanced myself and gave her space. She was saying she looked forward to getting married for the second time even after being divorced.

I used to have debates with the other  workmates of mine, who are deep believers in ancestral worship. One day I went home so angry after a heated debate argument with the owner of the salon Zackariah, I got home and said a prayer to the LORD, “I give up on them”. As I slept I had a voice say “DO NOT GIVE UP ON THEM”.

Chapter 41

So I  kept on debating them everyday , trying to prove to them that “JESUS IS GOD”, that its GOD THE FATHER/GOD THE SON/GOD THE HOLY SPIRIT(THEY ARE THREE IN 1) it’s written: Isaiah 9:6 kjv For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counseller, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.

I used to get so angry when they were mocking my LORD AND SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST. They were all about appeasing ancestors , which to me as a Christian I am  against of, its the worship of other gods which the bible is clearly against in psalm 16:4 KJV“Their sorrows shall be multiplied that hasten after another god: their drink offerings of blood will I not offer, nor take up their names into my lips”.

One thing I noticed ever since coming to South Africa is many people go home during holidays mainly to visit the graves of their loved ones. Not only that but also talking to speak to the dead, like it says in Leviticus 19:31 KJV Regard not them that have familiar spirits, neither seek after wizards, to be defiled by them: I am the Lord your God.

My dreams and visions were now getting more intense, sometimes I would just take a short nap at work and get a vision of people who would walk in the salon that very day.

Chapter 42

I was rethinking of what transpired during my break up with Phiwe the other day and realized the numbers I first dreamt of 5/7/12 were a date. 5 is the fifth month of the year(May), 7-12 were days.

I discovered we broke up in May, she went shopping with her first pay on the seventh and bought new clothes which a different trend on the 7th, not what I was used of her wearing (hip hop trend to impress the new boyfriend). She cheated on the 9th and on the 10th I found out  and left on the 11th and on the 12th I arrived in Zimbabwe, 5/7/12 came to pass in a painful way but now I understand why and I thank OUR GOD, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER for taking me out of fornication.

On the 14th of May I was back in South Africa, only to find out thats Israel’s independence day. Which to me meant Zimbabwe is my Egypt and South Africa is my Canaan (Israel). The other night I had a voice say: “your father is dead”, I was troubled and expected to receive a call of the sad news. I later found out it meant he’s spiritually dead. Some months soon after I had a huge disagreement with my mom and dad and cut off communication with them. I felt like they were seeking after riches only and as for me my number one priority is seeking the Heavenly Kingdom which is Eternal.

Chapter 43

Matthew 6:33  But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

My parents after my breakup with my ex wanted me to relocate with them to Zimbabwe and they were putting pressure on me to start investing in Zimbabwe. Even though they knew I didn’t make that much money at the salon. Mom insisted in me investing in Zimbabwe. It felt like I’m falling into a trap of doing what my parents want (getting rich by any means necessary) instead of doing what GOD wants.

Matter fact before I stopped talking to them an old friend of mine was planning on visiting a traditional healer, saying her mother died whilst angry at him so he had to do some sort of cleansing and cows where needed to do the ritual. I told my mom about it and she said she also was thinking of taking me to a traditional healer to cleanse me.

I was shocked cause she’s a church goer, she attends roman catholic. Prier to that I had been talking to her almost everyday telling her how GOD had started giving me dreams and visions, also how I was starting to see repeating numbers which I explained to her, on how they have biblical meanings. I remember repeating myself over & over to her ,on how I was seeing the number 33 almost everywhere and telling her the bible warns of wanting to get rich, on how its a trap, she acted like I’m talking vanity.

Chapter 44

My dad was all about the money, I remember telling him about a famous rich guy from Zim and telling him that rumor has it, “he sold his soul to get rich” & passed on young, but my dad’s response was:“But he died RICH!”. Thats when I saw we not on the same page and the other day I told mom that GOD sees everything and she was like: “what if you lie!”.

Astound I was cause I thought she knew the seriousness of why we are hear, Matthew 22:37-38  to love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, and mind and to love your neighbor as yourself. I blocked every contact with my mom and dad and on that very day I was seeing the number 22 more than usual and it was on the 22 rd of that month.

The following day she sent me a message asking me to apologize and before I could reply I saw these numbers on my phone, the time was 10:37.

I went on google, searched , this is what I came across : Matthew 10:37 “Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me”. 

That was the last time I talked to my parents and carried on seeking the lord, by the way that old friend of mine got arrested for armed robbery 3 months later in Zimbabwe and sentenced to 5 years in prison.

Chapter 45

Every night I was expecting a dream/dreams and visions, sometimes I would get 3/5 or more, sometimes I would wake up in the middle of the night if it was a scary one and reflect on it and if I woke  up and not remembering, I would not get out of bed, I would rather be late for work, waiting on the Holy Spirit to bring to my remembrance.

John 14:26 But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. I fell so in love with night times cause I got to shut the door and window of my room and seek the LORD in a peaceful environment, but only got interrupted when my daughter was there for the weekend and would  indulge in more worldly things I was trying to shed off, like for instance birthday celebrations, cartoons(time focused on other things).

I was never really a into celebrating birthday’s (my family never did and I thank GOD for it, even though I didn’t appreciate it at the time) but I mean I’ve adored it for others but never really thought of having a big party for myself and especially now since I gave my life to CHRIST, I give all the glory to :GOD THE FATHER/GOD THE SON/GOD THE HOLY SPIRIT. The creator of the heavens, the earth & everything that creapeth on earth.

Chapter 46

So one evening as I lay in my bed I had a dream/vision, I saw someone making new clothes, seemed like a cotton tracksuit and I told him its beautiful. He made another one that was also of cotton like material but this one was a bit different, it had new cotton material, making up the arm parts and my daughters old fleece, making up the chest area.

This was odd for it reminded me of the bible verses which warns against having new and old material woven together, like the book of Matthew 9:16 kjv No man putteth a piece of new cloth unto an old garment, for that which is put in to fill it up taketh from the garment, and the rent is made worse. And that was so hard for me to accept and I had more dreams and manifestations before I finally did what GOD wanted me to.

GOD wanted me to be separated, even from my own daughter. The problem was my ex-girlfriend was more focused on her boyfriend than our daughter, hence she was staying in boarding school.

A year had gone by and my ex called me around 1:29 am and when I tried to pick up the phone she hanged up and she sent me a message. We started charting on whatsapp and she said she’s ready to quit her relationship and how her boyfriend was now boring her and  said she even tried to commit suicide by overdosing on pills.

Chapter 47

I told her she should read her bible, but she said she doesn’t know were to start, but when we were  still together and doing bible study, she claimed to know the bible and acted as if she knew more than me. She made it seem as if I should be learning from her or I have nothing to say which she doesn’t know already, well at least thats the impression I got.

Now I was stunned when she said she doesn’t know were to start (bible reading). The dreams continued and the other night I dreamt of a person wearing headphones and holding my electric water boiling kettle whilst in my room beside my bed saying “hande kumba”, meaning “lets go home” and one of my neighbors was appearing in the background backing her up, even though she was in zim at the time. So I refused and I said “but I’m a prophet” and soon as I said that, she tried to pour hot water on me and I woke up and jumped out of my bed instantly kicking the blankets off of me.

The following day while at work, the person I saw in the dream came and left with my workmate. They went to his place and they had sex and came back to work as if nothing ever happened. I asked that man 1 question: “are you not afraid of hot water?” and he asked why and I explained what I saw in the dream and he admitted to sleeping with her.

Chapter 48

Keep in mind this is someone who was 49 years at this time and I was 36 years. Oh how I wish our LORD would take the scales off of peoples eyes, like in: Acts 9 18-19 kjv And immediately there fell from his eyes as it had been scales: and he received sight forthwith, and arose, and was baptized. 19  And when he had received meat, he was strengthened. Then was Saul certain days with the disciples which were at Damascus.

Only GOD is the one capable of such enlightenment, seek and you shall find, he had lost everything and I thought it was going to be a wake up call for him but it wasn’t. I guess we are awakened at different times but some never do/ well they choose the darkness over light for they believe not in heaven or hell and they are doing to realize the truth when its too late.

The bible says it is appointed for men to die once and after judgment, they are no second chances, we need to deny our selfish ways and teach our children of the truth, JESUS CHRIST. All these earthly dreams that people be chasing are vanity since we don’t take any of them with us when we depart.

The truth shall set you free, we all need to be covered by the living blood of JESUS CHRIST of NAZARETH. HE IS GOD IN HUMAN FORM WHO WALKED ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH 2000 YEARS AGO.

Chapter 49

His name was Zakes my workmate, he was not yet officially divorced and having sex with multiple women including his ex-baby mama, the other one would come and ask to see him in the office and kiss him before leaving.

I carried on debating him on biblical terms and he would deny and mock Christ, saying his name whenever he tells a joke. He was against the idea of quitting alcohol and promptly praised it every chance he got, especially when there was an audience (clients).

As time went by, I got another vivid dream, in the dream I saw myself arriving in front of the salon and saw another workmate of mine sitting outside and I asked him why the light was off and  he replied me not. When I got to the door, to my surprise I saw Zakes sitting on a chair, in the salon passage, with the lights off and 1 of the 2 swinging doors closed. He’s eyes were looking like someone who’s seen a dead man walking and he said “there’s a crazy man who passed by and said if you are to do the thing you want to do at home, we will beat you”.

In the dream he spoke both in Tswana and Shona language . As I turned, I saw what seemed like a big digital clock behind the door and had the numbers 37-40. I woke up early and went to work and told him my dream, he took a very deep breath and never said anything.

Chapter 50

My other female workmate told me her 13 year old daughter was pregnant and it seemed like on that very day they were making her abort her baby. I guess he never took me seriously, cause he never responded to what I told him and those numbers 37-40 I saw on the clock behind the door were like weeks of pregnancy.

So they carried on with the abortion and I never said a word to him about it for he seemed not to care. I kept him in my prayers, it hurt me so bad and couldn’t grasp how he could be so spiritually blind at 50 years, leaving life like there’s not life after death.

Hebrews 9:27kjv  And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment . He’s argument was when he’s dead he’s dead there is no afterlife and I told him if that’s the case, it means your ancestors are dead because they were human and they died. Psalm 49:19 kjv He shall go to the generation of his fathers; they shall never see light.

It was almost my daughter’s 5th birthday and I started preparing for her birthday party. A strong headache struck me unexpectedly and it lasted through out the entire birthday and only stopped when it was over (NIGHTTIME). I guess I was doing what was displeasing in the site of the LORD, birthday celebrations.

I told my daughter “this is the last time we celebrate birthdays”. She agreed with me in a somewhat confused state.

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There’s a time when I cooked a lot of beef stew and put in in the fridge with the intention of warming it up when I knock off, just to make things easier when I got home tired. I had a dream and in it I saw the very same pot on the floor and up on what seemed to be like the roof, I saw a big fish. I had recently bought fish and I heard an audible voice say give the meat to your neighbors.

The following morning I did so and when I came back from work I cooked fish for the first time in years. I had also bought eggs, 60 of them, I cooked 4 of them and after eating them I vomited and immediately went to hand them out to my neighbors kids.

That was the last time I ever bought eggs. Then I started eating banana bread which I bought at spar, it would make me so tired and I would fall into deep sleep at work, I guess it was the immerse amount of eggs in it. I stopped consuming it and  I shifted to eating noodles and tinned fish.

I started feeling dizzy for days and around that time Zakes was celebrating his birthday and I do not know if it was the noodles or being around him celebrating his birthday, maybe I was just over thinking things when it was just the over consumption of noodles, I stopped eating them.

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I went back to rice & fish/ cornmeal porridge(pap) & fish. I figured maybe GOD didn’t want me eating meat & eggs also noodles for they might be having meat/pork. When I was at work I started eating pap and cabbage, sometimes pap and salad. I had multiple dreams and visions of 2 females working at  Spar supermarket, who cooked the food I ate and the other one was cutting what seemed to be pork .

Maybe the cabbage was being cooked with oil used in cooking pork, or I was being gluttonous and needed to stop.

On the day of my neighbors wedding , I had a dream of a woman sitting on my bed , I asked her how old she was and she said “I’m 3 or 4 years older than you” then I went on to say “meaning you are 37 or 38.

I woke up, , I saw the lady I dreamt of just minutes before in the dining room, she was helping the bride  dress up. I greeted her and left for work, in the afternoon I went to the wedding and I saw her again but didn’t talk to her.

I researched and landed on these bible verses 1 Corinthians 7:37-38 Nevertheless he that standeth stedfast in his heart, having no necessity, but hath power over his own will, and hath so decreed in his heart that he will keep his virgin, doeth well. 38  So then he that giveth her in marriage doeth well; but he that giveth her not in marriage doeth better.

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I added 3 & 4 and came across chapter 7 which was talking to me in the situation I was in. I sometimes thought of dating and marrying some day not knowing that wasn’t going to be the case.

Some time later on, as I laid in bed I had a voice speak to me “YOU ARE ALONE” and as I woke up, I shouted “7:33” with my own mouth. I was so terrified and went on google and searched 7:33 only to come across 1 Corinthians 7:33 But he that is married careth for the things that are of the world, how he may please his wife. And the “you are alone “part meant 1 Corinthians 7:32 But I would have you without carefulness. He that is unmarried careth for the things that belong to the Lord, how he may please the Lord.

From this moment on I knew what it meant for me in my walk with GOD. I was going to be like the apostle Paul/single. That didn’t stop me just yet from having crushes on beautiful girls I came across, until I had a voice say: “you must not get married, if you get married you will die poor!”. That was so loud and clear and finally it synced in and I stopped bothering myself with hope of finding a partner to marry.

God’s plan always succeeds and leaving a life of seeking the kingdom of heaven is  fulfilling. Dying poor sounded as spiritual poverty, I WILL trust and OBEY the LORD OUR GOD.

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I used to be afraid of getting arrested, since my passport was overstayed, then I had a dream of a police man escorting me to a taxi, a gun shot was fired, I don’t know by who, but it hit the bag which the police man was holding, the bag had a police bag.

Ever since that time, I never waiver-ed, for I knew the GOD of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob was with me. I kept on taking my daughter on boarding weekends out around the 25th to my place, but I always remembered the dream I had. The dream of the guy  I saw sawing brand new clothes and combining new and old material.

Then the other time I had a dream of something colorful wiggling like a snake inside my room near the door, I took a stick/broom like stick and wanted to hit it so badly, but eventually just let it be.

The following day it was a holiday and weekend out, so I had my daughter at my place and I didn’t go to work and used to go with her to work when she was around. This very day I bathed her and made her wear clean clothes and as we were chilling, I realized the clothes she was wearing looked exactly like the color of the thing I saw in the dream, wiggling at the door.

Instantly I knew something was wrong, an impure spirit is at play somehow. We spent the whole day bonding with nothing else seeming suspicious.

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Late around 9 pm I said goodnight to her and as I fell asleep, I had a vision of a red bag and prior to that she had asked me to get her a brand new black bag.

I wondered what it meant as I fell asleep. Around 1 am, I woke up at the sound of my daughter crying and asked her why she was crying. She replied “I can’t find the charger, I wanted to charge my phone!”. As I went on to turn on the light, I saw she had pulled all my music equipment, the speakers and audio interface were hanging close to the edge of the desk.

I got so furious and asked her why she had to go on and pull my music equipment if she couldn’t find the phone charger. She started crying even louder and I took a belt with the intension of wanting  frighten her to stop the loud cry, it didn’t work. I then got into bed and took my KING JAMES BIBLE and read PSALM 91, she kept quiet and slept in about 5 minutes.

That right there was the power of the MOST HIGH GOD, anything is possible with GOD. I realized first hand how everything is spiritual and how we need prayer and guidance from the HOLY SPIRIT.

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The audio interface she almost dropped when she was pulling my stuff was red and I figured it was connected to the red bag I saw in the vision. The following day I took her along to work and she was doing her hair and she started loosing patience and I went to Spar supermarket to get her some yogurt and when I came back she pushed my red salon marketing board to the ground, I got so furious and clapped her.

She started crying even louder and didn’t want to keep quiet. I let her be for a while, just for her to calm down a bit and as soon as she did I took her back to boarding school that very day. After this I told myself this is the last time I took her on weekend out.

I phoned her mom and told her, I can no longer take Nicky on weekend out for I got a second job and I was working at night (I LIED). I was the one paying everything for her from boarding to school fees and wanted her mom to also play her part, by spending more time with her. Besides how I felt I had been seeing the number 23 a lot and I came across the book of Ezra 9:2-3 For they have taken of their daughters for themselves, and for their sons: so that the holy seed have mingled themselves with the people of those lands: yea, the hand of the princes and rulers hath been chief in this trespass.

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It goes on to say in Ezra 9:3kjv  And when I heard this thing, I rent my garment and my mantle, and plucked off the hair of my head and of my beard, and sat down astonied.

The family of the mother of my daughter was deep into ancestral worship and I was supposed to separate myself from them.  The following month Nicole’s mother (Phiwe) send me a message “there’s an emergency, call mom!”.

Apparently Nicole had gone to Mogwase (near sun city) where her mother’s parents where staying for the holidays. So I unblocked her (I blocked Nicole’s grandparents from her mothers side because of manipulation) and called her, she said they took her to suncity and she had a mental breakdown(so they said).

At first they said she was crying, wanting to swim, they allowed her and she didn’t want to get out. She kept on crying and  they had to call the paramedics on her, Nicole’s grandfather asked me if in my family culture we do certain African rituals to welcome a child into the family and I replied:“no, I’m a Christian”.

He went on to say in their Zulu culture they do a ritual. Phiwe called me soon after that and she told me the same thing her father said and I told her :“ I want anything to do with that (ancestral worship), if you want to do that, you are on your own”.

From there on Nicole’s grandma was ringing my phone every now and then like nobody’s business.

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She was reporting on every single detail of how Nicole was behaving, its like the more I took her calls, the more my daughter misbehaved. Nicole wanted to come back to Rustenburg as soon as possible and I didn’t want her coming to my place no more and taking all the responsibility alone while her mom’s at the boyfriend’s place & not helping out.

Knowing very well her mother who was now working at wimpy was not working on Sundays, I told Nicole that they going to bring her back on Sunday. A few days before Sunday I had a dream and heard a voice say “do yo think you will be able to connect it, I was thinking you cut it, like chiskop (bold head hair cut)”, I heard these words whilst I saw someones hear tied up like a pony tail.

I was puzzled and didn’t know what it meant, but not for long, Sunday came and I saw Nicole walk in the salon with her hair tied up exactly the way I saw it in my dream. Behind her was her grandmother, she had tried calling me but I had blocked her & only saw missed calls.I was working and her mom was off. So my question to her was “why bring her hear , I’m at work and her mom is off & where is her mom?”, she told me her mom was in the car around the complex.

We went to her mom and she got out of the car but I couldn’t even face her.

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In my mind I was like how can she be off and bring the kid to me when I’m working. I just excused myself by saying let me go grab something to drink for Nicole at spar. Nicole came along and as we were approaching the till, her grandma had followed us(it felt weird).

She said she’s leaving Nicole behind as they are going to look for another place for Phiwe to stay, for she said her and Phiwe’s father wanted her to move out of the boyfriend’s place (which was a lie).

This was in the morning and around 5 pm ,I tried calling Nicole’s mom to come take Nicole but she dropped my call. I never called her again and blocked her number on whatsapp only.

When I knocked off later at night I took Nicky back to boarding school, fortunately they were open for schools were opening on Monday as holidays had come to an end. I realized according to my dream, GOD was saying cut the connection/ relationship with Nicole & her grandparents and I did the same day.

I kept on seeing multiple repeating numbers  the day after I was told to stop connecting with my daughter, like no contact at all and as I searched the numbers I came across john 16:33 These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

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Prier to me hearing the voice in my sleep I had sleepless nights, ever since the day I had unblocked them and started re-communicating with my ex’s parents. It all stopped when I cut them off again and I thank OUR LORD GOD for intervening and giving me peace of mind.

In about 2/3 weeks later I got a call from boarding school, my daughter was vomiting I went to her and took her to the doctor at the complex I was working at and I brought her back to boarding.

After 2 days they called again, she was still vomiting and I took her back to the doctor and this time they gave her an injection and some more medication which made her well. The night before as I lay in bed I heard a voice say “police” and the following day after dropping off the kid at boarding school, a police van pulled up by the tuck-shop I was at like a movie scene.

The cops got off, I acted cool, they greeted me and the other guys who were also just chilling at the shop. This is actually the moment I remembered what I had heard the night before “police”.

This was another sign of the seriousness of what I had been warned of in dreams. Obedience is better than sacrifice. The prophetic dreams I was getting were so vivid, sometimes I wish it were possible to record everything in High Definition, just to show everybody how the spiritual realm is like.

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In another one, I saw myself in a room which had its roof blown off and it was raining heavily. Just pieces of asbestos roof were left on the sides of the roof top and all the furniture was socking wet. I saw myself standing on the door hopelessly trying to stop the water from getting in, then woke up. The following day, the other guy just rushed in the salon hitting on the walls with a stick and gripped it with his teeth and filled a small bucket with water and asked for snuff.

This guy had ancestral spirits on him AKA demons, so apparently my other colleague also has them and she always has snuff on a her and she gave him. It wasn’t long till he started saying his feeling hot, feet wise and he fell down like somebody having a seizure.

He froze like someone chocking and the water spilled all over the salon floor and within a few minutes the lady who gave her the snuff also started manifesting the ancestral spirit and she was trying so hard to keep it at bay. Earlier that day, I was fortunate to have a prayer inside the salon with a mentally challenged guy who’s always asking for money (he unfortunately died some months later). He came early that day and I asked to pray with him and he got inside the salon and we had a short prayer, before all my other colleagues reported for duty.

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Later on I asked the lady who gave snuff to the guy who was demon possessed for description of his house since they were somewhat related and how she described it was exactly as how I saw it in the dream.  I asked her if his house has an asbestos roof and brown door and she said yes.

Time went by and as I slept at home I had “agi agwe”, and woke up not knowing what it meant. So I did my research and found out its a spirit worshiped, in voodoo worship. Later on that night the mother of my landlord’s friend came and instantly I felt it in my spirit she had something to do with it. I was introduced to her and she was heavy to look upon, they did some prayers and I stayed in my room for the rest of the night, so as to avoid further contact.

The other night I had “hona mabira!”, which means look at those ceremonies, like traditional ceremonies. Apparently they had gone to an all night prayer and when I had the voice speak to me, it was around 2 am and thats exactly the time they got home and I woke up. The following 2 days I had a client say the sun flushed around 2 am and it was captured on camera. I went on to tick tock  and saw multiple videos of the event and it lined up with when I had the voice speak.

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Its like my neighbors always had all-night prayers on dates associated with mysterious dates and events, which made me wonder who they worshiped. On August 23, 2025, the moon was in its New Moon Phase, “black moon”. The particular event held spiritual ritual practices.

My landlord’s bishop came with her wife and some other couples and they held an all night prayer and my landlord’s younger sister could barely look me in the eye. I did my research on it and found out it was considered an ideal time for shedding off emotional weight and releasing old habits and getting read of stagnant energy.

It was believed to be a supercharged new moon, making it a powerful moment to set intentions for a new chapter in life, start fresh projects, or embark on a new cycle of growth. Its like she knew I knew what was going on &that it was not worship directed to THE LORD OUR GOD, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER.

The younger sister of my landlord appeared in my dreams and she was laying in my bed and I knocked out her teeth with a fist punch, the following day I bumped into a chair at work, got hurt but not so much. 4 weeks later she phoned me saying she broke both her legs in a car accident and according to my calculations it happened the day I had the dream. I guess whatever attack she intended for me backfired, double and I felt bad for her.

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Why should we focus on hurting each other when we are supposed to support each other and seek the kingdom of heaven, which is eternal. I carried on recoding myself singing gospel music in my room and releasing it on social public platforms like tick tock and you-tube.

The other time I recorded a track and shot a music video with my phone and uploaded it. As I lay in my bed I had a voice like echo say thank you, thank you , thank you. Three times , I heard it speak almost like from all directions, the sound of it was so beautiful and I saw rain ball colors.

I kept on singing/recording until one day I had a dream: I was naked on a taxi and they were cops and home affairs officials seemingly doing routine car stop and search. I quickly wore my clothes and got off the taxi and ran to the taxi rank, evading the police. The taxi I got off was headed the direction of my daughters school and I thought it as a sign to cut contact with my daughter, at least unnecessary contact.

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Also I felt the need to fix my passport which had overstayed but I needed confirmation. The following night I had yet another dream almost connected to the one before and that day I went to Pretorea and gave my passport to a taxi driver who took it to Zimbabwe to stamp it out and back in to SA.

In my mind I thought GOD wants me to shift as in move out of South Africa and had to wait for it about 5 days. 5 days later as I waited , I had a voice as I lay in my bed, “he’s in a turmoil”, the next day I called him to find out if he succeeded in fixing it  and he said not yet, the person who’s supposed to fix it wasn’t on duty.

On the 1st of September 2025 as I knocked off , before I even left the complex, a bird poop on my head and I rushed back to the salon to wash it off. It was pigeon poop and the night before I had heard a voice say, “fidelity  inumber yako Niegel!” meaning “fidelity is your number Niegel”.. When the bus driver finally phoned me 7 days or so later, he told me my passport was now fine and when he sent me the photos of it as proof, I realized it got fixed on the 1st of September, the day the bird pooped on my head. It was a sign of my passport being stamped on that very day.

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The next day I got on a taxi to collect it and the night before I had a voice say “Abraham’s hair was 12 inch’s long and his son’s hair was 10 inch’s long”,when I was on the taxi I was searching in the bible of chapters 12 and verses 10 with Abraham and came across: Genesis 12:10 And there was a famine in the land: and Abram went down into Egypt to sojourn there; for the famine was grievous in the land.

I had planned to leave the country for I thought GOD wanted me to leave as this verse was saying but later on found out Abraham left without consulting with GOD first. Before all these sudden thoughts I was having, I had a voice speak to me months before, saying “the inheritance is now in your hands” and saw 1-33. As I searched it in the bible I came across Joshua 13:1-33 …33 But unto the tribe of Levi Moses gave not any inheritance: the LORD God of Israel was their inheritance, as he said unto them.

As I slept I dreamt of my daughters doctor in the dream saying what color do you see and I said yellow and he said , I also see in the spirit and I see red . I Immediately knew what that meant , I had to stop packing more stuff and in the morning before I woke up I had a voice say, “usaite zakanyanya” meaning “do not do too much”.

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According to what I heard I knew I had to stay in south africa and  that was like my Canaan and Zimbabwe was like my Egypt but my resent dreams  got me thinking otherwise. I didn’t understand them well and was about to make the wrong move, I had already started packing my staff. I started off by packing my music equipment, wrapping it up with food wrappers and the third night I packed 2 of my strong and expansive 5 year warranty pillows.

After this I was planning on sending my staff to Zim, to a storage facility  which was charging $125 per month and I called my old friend to ask him if he wanted to share the cost of the storage and we would be exporting together and stocking together. He agreed with me but days later he didn’t pick up my calls after that. I had a voice as I slept a few days later say “makaka a ntshiwa, wena waa tshenya”, meaning “rubbish is removed (taken out), you are putting it in”. Suddenly it clicked, when GOD chooses you, he separates you, you not supposed to partner with those who are non-GOD fearing or non-GOD seeking in your breakthroughs.

Love them all but don’t let them get in-between your relationship with OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. I also remembered my friend’s girlfriend whom he was staying with had a familiar spirit, it ran in the family, her mom was a traditional healer. Amos 3:3 kjv Can two walk together, except they be agreed?

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That was a wrong move I was about to take and I thank GOD I understood sooner before I went on with it.

So I canceled my plans of moving my staff to zim and started investing in a restaurant business. I kept my stuff wrapped up, all neatly packed and that created room for business equipment I was buying, like refrigerators and gas stoves. Prier to all this after I had heard  a voice say “the inheritance is now in your hands”, I had a voice again after some months say “The coat of the holy spirit is now longer upon you”

This is around the time I started speaking in unknown tongues mentioned in acts 2:1-2  kjv And when the day of Pentecost was fully come, they were all with one accord in one place. 2  And suddenly there came a sound from heaven as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled all the house where they were sitting. 3  And there appeared unto them cloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them. 4  And they were all filled with the Holy Ghost, and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance.

I had been feeling something wanting to come out of me every time I delved deeper into prayer/ worship in my secret room(my bedroom).

As my zeal for the kingdom seeking increased by the day, I lay in my bed one night watching Sid Roth: it’s Supernatural on youtube.

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Sid Roth was talking about speaking in tongues and thats the night I first spoke in tongues for the first time and got to experience John 7:38-39 kkv: He that believeth on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water.

This verse talks of the holy spirit as the rivers of living water and I was now personally experiencing an intimate relationship and absolutely love it. Just the thought of me spending an entire day without prayer and bible study was the scariest thing ever, for my fear of THE LORD was now embedded deep inside of me.

One day I went to deposit money , I needed some change, I got in a bookshop front opposite the ATM’s and bought a pen. When I got to the atm, it refused to deposit and I came back from the mall without depositing with just a pen.

A few days later I had a dream of me getting in my room and someone was there and had my note book in his hand raised high, right in front of my face and said: “what is this book for?” and I woke up. A few weeks later, I refused to participate in any ancestral rituals when Phiwe called me and that very night I heard a voice say, “you have been chosen to be a sacramental writer”.

This is when it all made sense, GOD wanted me to start writing, I didn’t get it at first, so he kept on telling me in many other ways.

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GOD loves and cares so much about us, even the things we might think are too small for him to care about HE does deeply care about, JESUS’s always listening.  Time went by and I had cut off contact with my parents, my daughter (only kept on paying for her school fee/ boarding fee/took her to the Doctor when sick), cut contact with Phiwe and her parents.

As I slept I had a voice say, “YOU MUST NOT MARRY, IF YOU MARRY YOU WILL DIE POOR!” This was confirmation of the previous dreams I had.  The other friend of mine was once married and divorced so now wanted to marry someone else, he came to fetch me and we went to the tailor and on our way there I was seeing number plates with 7:33, ALL OVER. To me it meant 1 Corinthians 7:33, I know my friends didn’t see it and I kept quiet for I knew if I did they would call me crazy.

I didn’t want to attend the wedding and he kind of got it and never contacted me ever since and I was at peace with that because he was getting himself into adultery and I wanted nothing to do with that.

When I went to buy my restaurant fridge I saw the number 133 on a car number plate and to me it meant the inheritance is in your hands like Joshua 13:1-33 also when I went to buy the second one.

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I would dream of a certain place before I went there or seeing a person in a dream and meet up with them the following day.

The other day I had a client crashing on me and I told her I was told in a dream not to marry and she said tome: “they bewitched you!” and I told her: “no!”, but she wasn’t buying it. I figured out other people who are not seeking the LORD(NONE BELIEVERS) do not understand the things of heaven (1 CORINTHIANS 1:18 kjv) because they are not walking in the spirit.

What OUT HEAVENLY FATHER promised us through CHRIST is much more important than earthly pleasures. I pray and hope many people are saved by repenting of their sins and giving their lives to JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH, like in JOHN 14:6 kjv Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

I heard of this verse as I lay in bed, in a dream and I was holding a book, a note book days before I started writing this book. 1 JOHN 4:4 kjv Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.

For our GOD did not give us the spirit of fear but here’s one thing which troubled me the day I went to collect my passport from the bus driver who had gone to have it stamped.

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The night before I had a scary dream, there was a huge pit in front of me, full of dirty rubbish and I was on the edge of it, barely holding on to it whilst having my phone in the palm of my hand.

The big pit was full of rubbish, I left  Rustenburg early and headed for Pretoria, I arrived around 9 am on a very cold day, only for the driver to arrive late and increased the amount he required for the service. The amount was not what we agreed on initially, but I just paid it as long as I got my passport back. He charged me R 1700 at first and increased it with  R 400, all in all it was R 2100. Rustenburg to pretoria is R 400 (to & from), so sending it and going to collect it cost me R 800.

He was lying to me the whole day saying, “I’m almost there, I’ve been held up, I’m sending someone with it”, he only send someone with it around 5:30 pm. This is when I realized  the meaning of the pit I saw in the dream, it meant I’m going to be stuck at the buss rank the whole day and I lost a lot of clients back at work that day.

Someone even offered me a lift to work in the morning before I left for Pretorea and I refused, I regretted denying it for I should have started off by going to work and then later on go to Pretoria.

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I got my passport which had been stamped with 3 months. I had a dream, I saw a woman who’s hairline was missing some hair on the sides and had a voice say, “she is a witch, ‘Haaah’ na sisi Arleta!”, the first one mentioned is a lady whom I used to buy food from and the second was the younger sister of my workmate and owner of the salon Zakes!.

I was warned in a dream of the passport stamp changing at the S. African border before I had the news from my neighbors (even though I didn’t quite get get it at first). This reminds me of John 13:7 Jesus answered and said unto him, What I do thou knowest not now; but thou shalt know hereafter. I think also it was time for me to take a break from singing and focus on writing this book.

I had another dream of the refrigerator I had bought and had a voice say, “mutero”, meaning tax and saw 1 guy with dreadlocks dismantling it. I think this meant if I carried on with the idea of sending it to Zimbabwe I would not be able to pay for the tax/duty at the border, so I abandoned that thought. I was also thinking of increasing the amount I charged for dreadlocks styles(I WAS CHARGING R 150) and had a dream of my refrigerator burning from underneath and saw 200 and I Knew if I were to increase the amount I would be setting myself back.

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After the dream I stuck on charging the same amount R 150. I kept on getting many dreams and manifested usually the following day.

The other night I had one of my co-workers son asking me for R 300. The following day I told my co-worker about it and she said “yes my son asked for R 300 this morning!”.

My other client had a beautiful daughter who was in university and she wanted me to marry her. I told her: “I’m not supposed to get married”, but she wasn’t buying it. Every time time she came she would always be checking up on my relationship status. She was Christian, her daughter too but the fact of the matter still remained, “I must not get married”.

All my workmates started referring to her as my mother in-law  and all I did was just laugh it off. I had a vision of her daughter standing in front of me doing a money hand sign, kind of like snapping the finger posture. I knew what that meant.

She was beautiful Christian and also about the money and maybe I wasn’t going to be able to handle it,  I remember her mother say I’ll be  giving  you both money, as if she knew she’s expansive. On the 24th of September it was a quiet day at work and I was scrolling through my phone checking out music hardware equipment from a brand called warm audio, which I intended on buying.

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I eventually knocked off early & went home, halfway there a client called me wanting to crotch but I felt I needed to go and talk to my creator, OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. I finally got home, held some praise and worship, after I slept during the day.

I had a very intimate dream. In it, I was in America, at what seemed to be a stadium, and I saw two people sitting. I told them I’m from South Africa, then I said, “Actually, I’m from Zimbabwe. Do you know Mugabe?”

Out of the blues a woman appeared in front of me, turning her back towards me . When she turned I was stunned & said to her, “are you Charlie kirks wife?”. She  didn’t reply me and started saying, “Charlie knew he didn’t belong, thats why he was earthly, now he’s causing a truffle in the tree bill. The lady who spoke these words was a  young black lady and she was whispering all these words in my ear. Later I realized it was Candice Owens and as I did some more research on-line, I found out they were actually friends in real life before Charlie’s assassination. I had been watching a lot of videos about her and decided to stop. I guess the dream was warning me to stop listening to her, for  it seemed as she didn’t know what she was doing.

When I got up I carried on checking out music gear on-line  and slept late. Nicole’s boarding matron had called me saying Nicole and her friend were stealing another kid’s snacks, so I planned to bring her some snacks the following day. At mid-night, I got up after having a dream of two kids stealing the equipment I was googling.

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I heard some someone in my sleep say: “you should tell them to stop it!”. I went to see my daughter at boarding school, dropped off her snacks and juices and told her to stop stealing other peoples snacks and that she should also tell her friend to stop too. She didn’t deny taking the kid’s snacks and said she wouldn’t do it again.

I went  back home and started my night prayers and watched a documentary of GAZA and ISRAEL. I slept with my bible CLOSED in bed and woke up with my bible OPEN on 1 Samuel 4 & 6, which was talking of GAZA & ISRAEL (EXACTLY WHAT I WAS WATCHING).

The following night I had a vision of an empty glass vessel (a jar),next a light skinned lady and a baby with long curly hair. As usual I woke up and went to work, 4 weeks earlier I had done this other kid’s hair and he didn’t pay. The mother of that boy came to pay and also brought the other boy to style, so she asked me how much she owed me , the previous amount plus the one for that day. What transpired was I said the word dread and she lashed out on me by saying, “why do you guys never get used of saying the word ‘locks’, it seems hard for you guys”.

I soon realized it was her and her son I saw in the dream of the empty glass jar/vessel.

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Growing up I always had a desire to travel to the United States of America, the other time I had a dream whereby a person I personally knew who is based in the USA appear to me in a dream. In the dream he was stopping me from going further, I wanted to go to AMERICA and he was stopping me. As I looked further there was a gray like flowing river, then I woke up. I guess that was a warning not to pursue that desire.

Everyday I would expect to get revelation in my dreams and visions and it always did, in variant ways. I remember one time seeing a person with gray hair , only saw their back part and later on had a voice say, “I want to kill you”. The next day a client of mine who’s got special needs came with her mother as usual, but this time as they left, I saw the back part of her hair, just like in the dream and that was confirmation, it was her I saw in the dream.

Often times I would fall asleep at work after having a full meal and instantly get revelation through dreams. When I tried telling people my dreams and visions it sounded to them like I’m a mad man. I was sleeping at work during the week after eating and I saw a man wearing a red cap kneeling down while clapping hands, seemingly to appease  ancestors. We locked eyes and he looked the other way.

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I got up some hours later and as I went out to grab something at the local store, I saw the father of my clients drive-by in a red car. I think it meant he’s into ancestral worship which the bible strongly forbids. Exodus 20:3 Thou shalt have no other gods before me.

Living for the LORD is an everyday lifestyle of seeking, praise, worship and prayer. Everything the HOLY SPIRIT says we should adhere to, for OUR JESUS CHRIST said that the HOLY SPIRIT is going to teach us of all things and bring to our remembrance. For OUR GOD IS 3 IN 1 and they do not contradict each other. As OUR LORD JESUS OF NAZARETH said in John 10:30 I and my Father are one.

I love night times, the peace and quiet that comes with it, a time to hear clearly from our FATHER. HE’s always listening talking to us and HE’s sheep hear his voice. Another day after knocking off I decided to pass through the local store and get some cooking supplies before heading home.

I got in the store and grabbed what I needed and quickly headed to the till (I tried to avoid going to the one I eventually settled for but the other tills had longer lines)and as I was making my payments, the tiller said, “do you know you are a black beauty?”, I replied “no”,and she went on to say, “haven’t they told you?”, I replied  “no”. She went on to say, “you are beautiful”.

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I didn’t know what to say and just said thank you with a smile. I got done paying for my staff, left. I requested for a ride home on my phone and went straight home, prayed, cooked, ate and slept.

In my sleep I saw two women in a dream, I didn’t recognize them but heard a voice say, “they do not care about you, even if they to see you with no t-shirt, they don’t care ”. I had a vision & saw the behind of a person wearing gray and black clothes (seemed like some sort of hard material). I reported for work the following day and guess who came to do her nails at the salon, that same lady at the grocery store.

She was wearing  a pair of jeans similar in color, as I saw in the vision and the size of her back part matched what I saw.

I was asking myself who the second figure I saw was, up until another former client of mine came to do her nails. I previously had a dream of her when I had a voice say, “if you date her she will get you arrested”. In my mind I was like hell no, I’m gonna listen to my LORD AND SAVIOUR. I will try my absolute best to obey what HE tells me to do. God knows best.

Sometimes I would experience a dream as the victim but in reality it would be referring to someone I would soon encounter the following day/days to come.

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I had a dream whereby I saw someone hand me out a passport and said, “you are diabetic” and I replied “I know” and I took it from him (passport). That very morning I had an anonymous client make an appointment for 8 am, I only got to know who she was when she walked in, for I had deleted my E-mail which had majority of my phone numbers. She’s Sotho speaking, maybe from Lesotho and I think she uses a passport, so I guess the dream was talking about her. I didn’t tell her about it because I assumed she already knew about her status according to the dream , maybe GOD just wanted me to know.

I prayed she would stop adultery for she was having an affair with a married man who was also our client at the salon. That also contributed in less communication between me and her, you cannot force someone to do what’s right. God gave us free will to choose between life and death and the time to decide on which path to take is now.

We are on earth for a very short time and we should dedicate the little time we have to the lord but living for his will according to our individual purposes which we are GOD given. PSALM 90:10 KJV: The days of our years are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away

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Hebrews 9:27 kjv And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment. They are no second chances after death as we see in Luke 16:27-31 Then he said, I pray thee therefore, father, that thou wouldest send him to my father’s house: 28  For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment. 29  Abraham saith unto him, They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them. 30  And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent. 31  And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.

So the time is now to accept the one who came in human form 2000 years ago ,GOD in human form and died for our sins. He alone can represent us to GOD the father. For HE is blameless and we need to recognize what he did for us on calvary and give our lives to him by carrying our crosses and following him. We must not just be hearers of the word but doers also. Like what it says in Luke 6:46 kjv And why call ye me, Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say?

In one of my other dreams I saw myself standing outside the salon, standing with a woman I didn’t recognize. She was naked with almost half her body covered in tattoos.

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After I saw my co-mate Zakes having 2 other women wearing long dresses and the one  had sexual intentions towards me, later on she appeared to have dreadlocks.  In the dream she told me she had been in prison for 6 years.

The following day, a lady who has a child with Zakes came with the lady I saw in the dream carrying a baby on her back. I was outside and Zakes was inside the salon with the other lady and I was with the one I saw with the tattoos, later the other one came to join her and they asked me how much it would cost to start the baby dreadlocks. I told them the baby is still too young for dreadlocks and besides her hair was still too short and afterwards they left.

This is one of many everyday dreams which come to pass .The other night I dreamt of the daughter of my co-worker with me inside the salon and she turned off the light and I was in the kitchen and where I was, there was light.

Next day I opened the shop and I was cleaning in the kitchen and Zakes walked in and the lights went off and I turned on my phone torch. I placed it upside down on the kitchen counter and where I was it was lit, just like in the dream. The only difference was, it was a different person (Zakes who always used to mock and refuse Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior).

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Then another dream started off with me and the other guy cutting what seemed to be like green veggies and putting them in a white car and I saw the number 37 repeatedly. When I woke up I had a buzzing sound which at first I confused with my refrigerator and later realized it was people cutting the grass next door and they have a white car. They worked for a small gardening company and they were my homeboys(they were Shona , like me , I met them occasionally).

I’ve always been skeptical about being too close with my homeboys  for some reason, I feel like I don’t fit in. Tried many times to befriend them and feel like we not seeking for the same thing. I am seeking for the kingdom of heaven. The love of money is the root of all Evil and whoever wants to get rich sets a trap for themselves. As I looked up the number 37 on my KING JAMES BIBLE I landed on Psalm 37.

On the very next day I had another dream, my daughter’s principal appeared in the dream pointing out the number 35 and I heard a voice say genocide. I woke up at 3:50 am and took a snapshot on my phone and went back to sleep.

In the morning when I finally woke up, the dream had me puzzled, I was trying to figure out the meaning.

On the 20th of September 2025 and I got on a taxi to pay for Nicole’s boarding and school fee’s.

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After getting off I met an old friend, parked inside his car just around the corner. He’s the one who was planning on getting married for the second time after his previous divorce. He went on to tell me the other guy is no longer coming to the wedding, because the guy’s girlfriend didn’t take the wedding seriously  and I hesitated to tell him, like,“me too because thats indulging into adultery”.

It was on a Tuesday morning and he was saying the wedding was going to be on Saturday and we needed to leave on Friday, I just agreed while thinking of the dream I had and I noticed he’s already made up his mind (I don’t want to force a decision on nobody, everybody’s got freedom of choice, either you choose the path which leads to eternal life or the one which leads to eternal separation from GOD {in hell}).

I said my goodbyes after the shot talk as he had gotten an uber drive request, he was on duty.  I had to finish the rest of the journey on foot to Nicky’s school for they were no taxi’s going east side of town and I didn’t have enough money to make an uber ride request.

I got to school and as I was doing the payments the principal asked a question, “Is Nicole’s mom getting married”? and I said I’m not sure but I think she’s engaged. I asked her what color her ring was and she said she didn’t know.

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I ended up telling her and the vice principal I usually get prophetic dreams and I saw a woman with a ring the other day in a dream and a few days later my daughter told me mom has a ring.

I also told her of the dream I had the previous night of the principal and the number 35, I told them how I had a dream of the date we broke up and left them in shock. The principal said, “The next time don’t hesitate to tell me when you have a dream about me”?

Still on that very dream as I searched it out on-line as I walked to Nicky’s school, I came across Malachi 3:5 And I will come near to you to judgment; and I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, and against the adulterers, and against false swearers, and against those that oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow, and the fatherless, and that turn aside the stranger from his right, and fear not me, saith the LORD of hosts.

There you go, its so straight forward, clear as daytime, I was not gonna take part in an adulterous ceremony, doing so is complete disobedience of the OUR HEAVENLY FATHER, LORD OF lords, KING OF kings, THE ANCIENT OF DAYS, THE LORD OF hosts.

I went to work soon after and I saw a missed call from my dad, for I had blocked him earleir. So I went on to search again about the number 35.

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Matthew 10:35 KJV For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law. Instantly I knew what had to be done and that is to obey Matthew 10:37 He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.

I never called him back, I wish we were all seeking the LORD together with so much zeal and passion: but we all have a choice to make for we are in the world for a short time and then judgment, Hebrews 9:27 KJV And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment: 28  So Christ was once offered to bear the sins of many; and unto them that look for him shall he appear the second time without sin unto salvation. As a child you expect your parents to lead you in the right path and I wish ALL parents would lead their children in the narrow path. If your brother/mother/sister/son/daughter/friend/husband/wife/dad or mom says lets go to the grave and appease our ancestors or lets go consult a spirit medium and GOD warns, against such things, who would you listen to?.

I feel the reason we are hear on earth is to do GOD’S WILL and not our will, for all glory belongs to GOD.

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Luke  12 4-5 KJV And I say unto you my friends, Be not afraid of them that kill the body, and after that have no more that they can do. 5  But I will forewarn you whom ye shall fear: Fear him, which after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell; yea, I say unto you, Fear him.

My neighbors were hosting party for their friend and church members came to spent the night at their house. In the night I dreamt of men looking for salt, they were dressed in oldish brown clothes and they  looked ancient like its a movie scene. I asked them, “Why don’t you extract it from goat droppings?” the men seemed confused like they don’t understand what I’m saying.

I went on to say, “where are your history books?”. They didn’t reply me for yet again they still seemed confused.  I remembered learning about the extraction of salt from goat droppings which was practiced by a certain Shona tribe.

This I learned in history class when I was in high school and somehow managed to recall and use it as a reply in my dream. I got up and went to work, on my way there I saw a truck full of church goers of what seemed like an apostolic church of Zimbabweans dressed in all white and instantly I made the connection. It was them and they seemed lost as I passed them they were reversing at an intersection as they asked each other for directions.

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I feel many people are still lost in believing they are saved by works and put all of their trust in their preachers and church founders or church laws above GODS word. No one comes to the Father except through Christ. Mathew 23:23 Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to leave the other undone.

On the first of October 2025, I was left with one month of legal stay on my passport and had a dream of someone offering me a girl, then another one appeared in the picture soon after. The person offering me the girl said or “maybe you want the Khoisan one?”(Khoisan are indigenous people or bushman in BOTSWANA),I said yes and the Khoisan girl was wearing a suit blazer and not wearing pants (totally naked from waist down) and she said she’s waiting for the tailor to finish up with sewing the trouser, afterwards she joined me in bed.

The following day my neighbor and I met outside and she told me she just extended her passport days. She went on to say she’s from the Botswana border and month end she’s going to Zimbabwe. She offered to go with my passport and get it stamped at beitbridge border but I declined and opted to take it myself to the Botswana border myself.

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Now it made sense, there are Khoisan people in Botswana andit meant I wasn’t supposed to stamp it at all, I was acting out of fear & disobedience. My job was to be a scribe and publisher and leave the rest to OUR HEAVENLY FATHER.

The next day my landlord told me about a money pyramid skim called bgmades. I was very skeptical and just listened to her tell me all about it, as someone interested and her sister’s daughter sent me a link. My landlord said to me “pray about it and ask the LORD if HE want’s you to join it”.

I left for my room , prayed, ate and slept. That very night I had a dream and I wanted to request a bolt ride and the driver wanted $300 and I said thats a lot of money, it seemed like daylight robbery to me and I woke up.

Before I knew about. My ex-girlfriend came with a big red handbag and wanted us to get in it as a foam of transport and a phone fell and the battery and cover came off. In the same night I had another dream of three dogs in my room trying to attack me, jumping on my bed and I stabbed them with a knife. One dog was black and 2 were white. The following day I went to work and back, I got home, greeted my landlord, her little sister and a third person was with them and she had a red handbag ,she was dark in completion.

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It was the same handbag I saw in the dream, only smaller, as I was in my room I overheard them trying to convince that lady to join and said if she joins with 260 rands and play tasks (daily short video reviews), she would make 300 rands. Instantly it made a whole lot of sense.

This was my confirmation not to join it and I never talked to them about it. Some years back I had previously joined some pyramid skims and lost well over R18 000 in 3 months. This was before I had started seeking the lord and was still counting on my own strength, in my every day life.

The same night, I dreamt of a lady in my room, wanting to do her hair and she was wearing a brown sun hat, her eyes were all white, (no Iris /pupil was visible). Out of  nowhere she started talking about a lady know.

She went on to say, “that lady is not a traditional healer, she’s having a fornication spirit”. Immediately after she turned towards me and started accusing me and I started praying in tongues and she disappeared into thin air and a bottle of mayonnaise fell from her hand and broke, filling up my room. Revelation 12:10 And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night.

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In the same dream, soon after she sent small boys to my place and they tried to attack me. They were throwing stones at me and I blocked them, their attacks were in-effective and they left. later she sent them again at my place, they were chanting in a provocative way, with the intent to intimidate me. They had a note and they gave it to my landlord and it was talking about the price of washing the hair.

The lady I fought with in the dream came to the salon the following day wearing the same color of hat I had seen her with in the dream. She had come to wash her hair, she was my co-workers client, I just greeted her and never talked to her the whole time she was there and she had sunglasses on (whilst indoors). She waited for her stylist to get done, she went out and said to Zakes, “I’ll be right back”.

I also had a voice speak to me in the early morning hours saying “BBL”. I googled it and  found out it stood for “Brazilian Butt lift”. She’s an older lady, maybe around her late 40’s/early 50’s. She had a curvy butt and walks with a limp. This was confirmation its her, for I had done some research in the morning after having the dream and found out “Brazilian Butt lift”  when not done properly, it might result in “foot drop”. A condition whereby one is not able to normally lift up their feet while walking.

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All these things GOD was showing, the hidden things unknown to the naked eye, which only GOD knows, JOB 12:22 KJV He discovereth deep things out of darkness, and bringeth out to light the shadow of death. Also Daniel KJV 2:22 He revealeth the deep and secret things: he knoweth what is in the darkness, and the light dwelleth with him.

I went home and slept, I walk up at 23:33pm and searched  fro bible chapter 23 and verses 33 and came across Leviticus 23:33–34 And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, 34  Speak unto the children of Israel, saying, The fifteenth day of this seventh month shall be the feast of tabernacles for seven days unto the LORD. I had no idea we were right in the midst of the feast of tabernacles (sukkot) this was on the 12th of October 2025. The past few days I had been seeing the number 91 on car number plates, only to find out Psalm 91 is associated with THE FEAST OF TABERNACLES, a Psalm of assurance and protection under GOD’S care.

The following night I heard the number 2100 over and over again the whole night and when I woke up I was puzzled, trying to figure out what it meant. I requsted an uber ride and the car which came to take me had the number 13 on the number plate. The whole day I couldn’t figure out what it meant, when I knocked off I saw the number 13 (3 or more times).

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As I got home. a client send me a voice note saying, “I’ve been thinking of the dream you once told me you had about people who didn’t want to read the word of GOD and I want to start reading the bible, but I don’t know where to start”.

I took a moment before replying her and remembered the book of LUKE & ACTS has 2158 verses and where written by the same person. I suggested she starts with these 2 books and as for the number 13 I had been seeing I came across HEBREWS 13:16 But to do good and to communicate forget not: for with such sacrifices God is well pleased.

I also advised her to exchange time spent on TV and social media for BIBLE study and the following day I sent her a bible APP called Youversion. I told her the HOLY SPIRIT is there to teach us and to bring to our remembrance of everything JESUS said. The following night I had been watching some videos on Israel and  I had a  voice in my sleep say, “TRUMP ADMINISTRATION FOOD DONOR”.

I also saw my daughter who was in boarding school holding an empty milk plastic packaging and an empty plate saying I’m done and I saw my ex-girlfriend’s brother who was not working at the time behind a wall at the same place acting like he also wants to get in, as if he also wants to get something to eat, I had this dream on the 15th of October 2025.

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When I woke, I did some research online and found out Trump was making some changes to food donations or in other words cutting off food donation funding leaving many people hungry, also reducing school kids meals and army food stamps (SNAP). He he removed previous exemptions for veterans, homeless individuals and young adults who aged out of foster care. On the news they also said his administration destroyed 500 tonnes of biscuits in Dubai meant for starving children. This is unGodly.

The next day I had another one, I was in my room and standing in front of my bed and there was a “prophet”, passion Java in my bed, in front of us was a pack of popcorn and I added salt and ate, immediately afterwards he added spice and I told him to eat them alone. When I woke up I questioned myself on what it meant.

Next day I bought a pack of snacks for I had stopped eating fast foods after having several dreams of the people who were cooking the food and one time I saw swine meat chopped up in a dream.

So I assumed maybe the spices in the popcorns and chips I used to buy were not good for me and God was telling me to stop and when it came to fast food maybe they reused oil used for cooking pork or the meat they prepared wasn’t drained well of its blood.

The night which followed I saw a man in my dream talking while pointing at me

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Soon after someone came right to my face and scolded me, right in my face. I also heard a voice say “1 Corinthians 1:18” KJV For the preaching of the cross is to them that perish foolishness; but unto us which are saved it is the power of God.

I took a bath and went to work. It was just like any other day, I went to buy fruits on my break-time and as I went back to the salon another guy said, “you love yourself hey”, I replied “why”, he immediately pointed at my fruits and said, “you bought yourself fruits”.

I got in the salon and my workmate saw me eating fruits and confronted me and said “why did you stop drinking alcohol”, she was unhappy with my decision not to backslide into alcaholism and its the same lady I dreamt of being a witch and I told her the bible is against getting drunk and how drunkards will not inherit the kingdom of heaven which is mentioned in 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind, 10  Nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor extortioners, shall inherit the kingdom of God.

The other afternoon I had a dream of me and some IT guys on the roof of a certain building and they were fixing Internet cables, we held coke canes in our hands.

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Another guy got up the stairs and kept on staring at me as he passed by. I woke up around 5 pm and headed to the tuck-shop and saw the very guy who stared at me in my dream the same afternoon I had the dream, he avoided greeting me, he had ancestral worship bids on his arms.

The same night I found out USA social media platforms were off-line due to some Internet technical problems and saw the same orange color cables on CNN News Channel I had seen in my afternoon dream.

Days later our electricity box at work which had in recent months been upgraded to be fully Internet based & had started to mull-function. I told my coworkers of the dream I had heard and how I thought it had a connection to our problem. My coworker called the technicians to try and rectify the situation and it took them about three days to fix.

The next day I had a dream of a big BROWN bed and instantly in the midst of the dream I knew it was a BnB bed (Motel bed) and I had a voice say, “IMAGINE IF YOU ARE TO SLEEP ON THIS BED 2 HOURS AFTER SOMEONE JUST SLEPT ON IT, IF YOU DO, IT WILL TURN INTO VOODOO!”.

I woke up and went to work and around the afternoon hours I had a client who came to style her dreadlocks and this was her second time. She seemed tired, slept the whole time I did her dreadlocks.

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As we approached my destination, he asked for my number and I gave him. He send me his numbers and thats when I remembered what I had in my dream, “why did you take his number?”. As soon as it all made sense to me, I blocked the guy and realized something, when GOD separates you from what you are familiar to (friends, family and worldly lifestyle), HE does so for a reason and you should let him lead you all the way. I got into the shop and bought a commercial 3 plate gas stove and industrial grade/ commercial cooking pots. I hired a car and headed home all excited and the very same day I also went to get me some brand new pair of tekkies but I couldn’t find my size, UK size 10 so I placed an order of a Black Airforce 1 pair. They told me to pay a deposit and told me they would be in touch in around two days time, I ended up taking a  day off and went home. I took a nap in the afternoon and I experienced a dream, I saw 2 guys (suspended in mid air), the ones running the shop I was buying my staff from and and beside them was the exhaust hood I was eying the whole time I was at the shop and I saw its 4 vent parts  (suspended in mid air) and I heard a voice say, “Do you think they are going to be saved by these?”. I got up and I felt like pushing away what I just heard and tried not to think much about it and later I  sat down and started analyzing everything, 2 men and 4 vent parts. It all made made sense now, 24 elders in the bible. I started scrolling on my phone nonestop checking out music equipment I was planning on buying and late aroung 2 am I started feeling sleepy and as soon as I laid my head on the pillow, I heard, “Umhleli!”, within seconds I jumped up and repeated what I heard on my AI phone APP gemini and what I found was astonishing. What I found out is it means an editor/ book editor. Afterwards I went back to sleep and I had another dream the same night, this time I saw the music gear I was searching for on my phone and I saw a lady with 2 kids and she asked if I could record them and a voice said, “don’t do them”.

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Instantly noticed she’s huge like the bed I saw and wearing a brown dress , same color as the brown bed I saw in the dream. The first time we met ,we talked nonstop and this time it was the opposite, dead silence.

I realized the meaning of the dream “The bed resembled her and she was from a BnB JUST 2 HOURS before she came to do her hair, she had just had sex at a BnB 2 hours before coming to do her hair”.

As soon as I found the meaning of the dream It felt awkward the whole time I did her hair. The first time she came we had a lot to talk about , like how her Grandfather was from Zimbabwe and what not, well this time around I quietly did her her and she also seemed too tired to even talk to me and she left after I was done with her hair.

I felt like bursting into a loud cry and shouting like “what are you doing?”, “Don’t you know the wages of sin is death?”. I ended up not saying anything for she didn’t seem like someone who would accept what I had to say.

Another night approached and in my dream I saw some woman getting in my toilet and wanted to close the door, in need of privacy. There was a piece of furniture which was in  the way and I moved it and she managed to close the door. I heard her say, “I want to kill you!”.

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The following day she came and it was my first time seeing her. I got introduced to her by my Landlord and she was her little sister and had came with her husband. Apparently they were based in the UK and were visiting Africa. That very night I almost burnt myself with a boiling water from the pot and as I did a quick night washing of my clothes, I found myself accidentally getting washing powder in my eyes.

The following night I saw her in a dream pointing at her thigh, dressed in what seemed like a gray outfit .When I knocked off I came home and greeted her as I passed through the dinning room, on my way to my room. She couldn’t face me as she set on the sofa and looked  behind as if wanting to look out through the window.

I realized she was wearing a gray tracksuit and I carried on to my room, slept and on the third and last day of her visit I woke up early and went out to get some fresh air and her and her husband and little sister were sleeping on the dinning room floor.

When I got back in the house she was awake and I greeted her as she was boiling water for bathing and she told me they were living that very day. I wished them a safe journey and I went back to bath in my room and I also heard water running in their bathroom (she was also bathing).

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As I got done and went out of my room I heard her talk but I thought she’s on the phone or talking to someone in the dinning room(wheres she actually was talking to me, saying wait). As I passed through the dinning room I glanced at her husband and little sister sleeping on the floor and as I turned further left there she was covering herself with a blue small sheet.

Instantly I realized she was naked and had covered herself. She just made a short laugh of shame and I kept quiet up until I reached the kitchen door and said, “I’m leaving” and she replied, “okay” I remembered seeing what seemed like a blue dot in a vision that very morning, she was covering herself with a blue cloth.

As I walked to work, while passing a certain double story house, I saw an empty alcohol bottle flying from the top of a balcony and barely missing my head. These were so many bad things almost happening to me since she came and thats why I don’t believe in coincidences.

I had been saving up some money for my restaurant project I had been planning and this time I intended to buy a commercial gas stove and pots to add to my collection. I had bought other staff like refrigerators and butchery equipment and It was on a Sunday morning when I had a voice say , “why did you take his number?”, ( as in phone number). I didn’t know who’s numbers I took.

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I ended up being busy the whole day, knocking off late and had to postpone buying the stove to Monday. Early in the morning, on Monday I had yet another dream and I saw someone wearing blue and smoking a cigarette and heard a voice say Teacher.

I was on my way to work and passed through the spaza shop and saw a guy wearing a blue top and the shop keeper started telling me on how I should quit smoking and I told him I’m trying and can’t do it on my own, I told him on how I quit smoking weed and alcohol years back.

Later on I requested for a bolt ride and as soon as I got in the car the driver asked me if I smoke and I said yes and I gave him matches and he asked me if I was okay with him smoking in the car and I said , “no problem!”. He lit his cigarette and instantly the dream I had came to mind and I said to myself, “might this be the guy I saw in my dream?”.

Out of the blues he said he loved the town of Rustenburg and he told me he wasn’t from around, he was from Thabazimbi and had booked at a BnB for a few days and he also mentioned his struggle with women. We talked all the way none stop and he said sometimes he would sleep with 3 different girls in 3 consecutive days and I was shocked.

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I told him its not hard to live a life of abstinence/ celibacy and that I had been celibate for 2 years, ALL GLORY BE TO GOD, I couldn’t have done it alone, also I mentioned how God took me out of fornication and how HE told me not to marry.

The driver went on to say his father was a pastor, I told him I had a dream about him and he was shocked. I went on to tell him about my prophetic dreams and he told me in his family there is high chance of prostate cancer in the whole generation and he believed he had to release semen more often to reduce the chance of him catching it. I told him , “Don’t fear death, abstain, read your bible & pray every chance you get!.”

I realized my plans for buying music hardware gear & restaurant equipment that I had been storing up were not supposed to be my main priority, I had to sell all of them.

In the same night I saw a guy wearing a black cap and carrying a bag and moving towards what seemed like an airport, as he walked he was feeling himself, like he’s the deal/ full of pride.

I said to myself why is he feeling himself so much. I rose up early in the morning and left for work and the salon keys was at my co-workers place, so I diverted from my daily route to work in order to get the keys from her.

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After I got them, as I headed to the shop I came across a guy wearing a black  cap, carrying a bag, just like the guy in my dream.

I did a couple of clients and during the day I took a shot nap at work and I dreamt of a school kid running and an older guy following behind her, subsequently a policeman appeared fighting with some people in the background. Eventually I woke up and I saw my client’s daughter in her complete school uniform walk in the salon, followed by her bigger brother and their dad’s a policeman.

I got busy with the little one’s hair and realized they were glued to their phones as usual and I was doing exactly the same those days, obsessed about which material staff to buy, either for business or music. Even though they were gaming on their phone.

What I felt GOD was showing me was, we were spending too much time glued to vanity on the phone. I now knew this wasn’t what I’ve been called to do, for it won’t save anyone, I had to listen and obey to all I had been told to do.

Their mother was working at the mine and had recently bought a new car and were no longer financially sound because of the monthly car installments they now faced. With that being said I also would be falling for the same trap by going for expensive music hardware gear I was planning on importing from the States.

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I scrapped every plan I had of self enrichment myself through the restaurant and chose GOD’s ultimate plan for me which is beneficial for many to be saved through JESUS CHRIST.

He told me to start writing, sacramental books and thats exactly what I eventually settled for.  Heavenly riches are eternal and worth more than all the earthly riches which thieves can steal at any given time which is contrast to heavenly riches where no one can break and steal.

In the night that followed, I heard a voice speak to me, “read, read, read!”, I woke up in the early hours of the morning, grabbed my phone and as I checked the time it read 2:01 am and I took a snapshot on my phone as I rushed to the toilet and went back to sleep for I felt so sleepy.

I quickly fell asleep and what transpired next was another series of more dreams. I saw myself in the shop I had placed an order of Air-force 1 sneakers and my shoes didn’t look the same, totally different, I saw a pair of Adidas sneakers which were black and white. Of-which I . All of a sudden I held a tv in my hands and told the same guy selling me the sneakers that my tv stopped working and I needed it to be fixed and asked him not to charge me a lot for I was not having much.

I saw a virgin girl in the same night, in my dream and was wearing a tight.

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She said she doesn’t sleep without it for she was scared of ants entering her while she slept. That day I woke up trying to make sense of the dream and when I got to work, my first client was a new comer, they had started her dreadlocks in a disorderly manner and she wasn’t happy with the results.

She came to me to rectify the issue and my decision was to undo and restart them. They had been locked with the crotch needle and I got assisted  by my co-worker and finally unlocked it. She was an older lady who was wearing traditional beads on her neck and wrists which in the African culture are meant to channel familiar spirits.

She had been accompanied by her granddaughter who wore the black plain shoes I saw in my dream. I was skeptical on whether I should tell her about my dream, prior to me thinking about it I asked the HOLY SPIRIT if I should ask her (in a silent prayer I did) and when to ask her.

Before I said anything to her she told everyone in the salon about her 13 year old granddaughter was being rebellious (sneaking out and coming home late). Finally I opened my mouth and told her of my dream and she said, yes indeed there was someone who always slept with the tight-on (leg-ins) and she went on to say the new born baby (I don’t know who’s but there was one at their place) was crying around 2 am.

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I told her to tell the person who sleeps with the tight on to start reading the bible and she also said she’ll read it too.

My co-worker came in late for he was working in a contracted job at the platinum mine and he seemed all sad and I jokingly said, “dude if you having a problem you should share and the rope around the neck is not a solution (suicide)!”.

My last client of that day was already in the salon as I said all this to him and I bet she heard all we were talking about as I mixed the water in-order to wash her hair. After a shot while he approached me and said, “my tv stopped working today” and I told him I dreamt about it.

As I was now busy with my client she also me her husband passed away a month ago and she wasn’t feeling well for she had encountered a forth stroke. She sent on to say her husband committed suicide after serving her with the divorce papers which she refused to sign, even till the point of his death. I applauded her for refusing to sign the divorce papers and she said she’s the one who buried him, after she brought all this to light I told her of my dream and about how I woke up at 2:01 am that very morning.

Since she was now a widow I thought of 1 Corinthians 7, which is all about marriage, I had her read the whole chapter.

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The numbers 2:01 came to mind when she said she usually has prophetic dreams and I also thought of Luke 2:36 which talks of the widow who never remarried again and she was called prophetess Anna. I ended up getting her numbers and sending the Luke 2 chapter to her on whatsapp and asked her to read all of it and she said she had been lazy to read the bible, even though she’s usually awake during the late night/ early morning hours and I asked her to try reading the bible as much as possible.

I was really feeling like I could do much to show all my clients, co-workers and neighbors the seriousness of the truth of the matter, there really is a heaven and hell. People want a quick fix solution and carry on living a life full off sin and vanity, it had been a week since I lost a client of mine in a fatal car accident, she had a familiar spirit and died living a life of sin. I was feeling like I should have done more to bring her to Christ but now it was too late.

It was in the month of November 2025, as I laid in bed in the morning hours, I saw a client of mine and I heard a voice say, “she is now working!”. That very morning as I was at work, a client of mine who had a daughter who was sold out to JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH.

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The one whom I previously had a revelation about the last time  when I heard, “she was feeling hot and I gave her clay sandals ”,came that day.

I asked her mom if she’s now working and she said she’s attending teaching school and doing practicals. I told her of my dream while her daughter who was having her hair done by my co-worker, I wish her mom would take Christianity seriously . She said to me how come you failing to quit smoking cigarettes but managed to accept the hardest thing-CHRISTIANITY.

I was stunned for I thought she was going to talk of alcohol which I quit in 2019 by the grace of the LORD. later during the day another lady who used to work at the complex whom I hadn’t seen in a while passed by and told me she’s back at work. She explained to me how she had lost her job and started selling fast food down the street and her former boss gave her back her job. That was two people who just started working whom I came across that day, ALL GLORY BE TO GOD.

A day after I saw myself in a dream eating food and my workmate placed a kfc burger in my plate as I ate, I got up instantly, checked the time and it struck 00:23 am. At this point in time I went out to have a smoke, puzzled I wondered what it meant and came back and started reading my bible until I fell asleep.

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Another dream was given to me & this time I was walking and saw a car with people I knew and stopped them and got inside and it was dark like the sunset and I bought bananas for the kids in the car, the price was R30:46. I took out R30 and the person selling had suddenly rushed out of the car and I shouted,  “the kids will pay you the remaining 46cents!”. She seemed scared and not wanting to face me and I ended up getting off as the car was going the opposite direction of were I was going.

I went to work and as I was busy with my client the co-worker of mine I saw in the dream got up from his sit and started walking towards me, staring at me in a weird way and asked for my phone. When I took it out of my pocket he had sent me a small video file before he approached me , about 1.9mb in size and I gave him. Within seconds he handed it back to me, in less than 5 minutes, I got a phone call and I couldn’t answer it, for it started freezing. I knew it was him trying to sabotage my phone and didn’t want to confront him.

I silently restarted my phone and within minutes I got another phone call and everything was back to normalcy. I never said anything to him afterwards, for I knew it was the burger I saw in the dream & in reality was a phone virus

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There was no need for me to cause a scene. As knocking of time approached he bade me farewell while acting as if he didn’t do anything wrong.

His actions reminded me of Proverbs 30:20 which says, :Such is the way of an adulterous woman; she eateth, and wipeth her mouth, and saith, I have done no wickedness. I too soon knocked off after that and wanted to request a ride home but just felt an urge to walk home for the weather was chilled and felt perfect for taking a walk. As I got in my street a car with the darkest window tint ever passed me by, moving slowly and it stopped at my place and I assumed it was the daughters of my landlord.

I intentionally tried to open the back door, with the intent of giving them a grand welcome (movie style), only to find the door locked. The driver asked the passenger if they knew me and as I peeped through the window,  It wasn’t my landlord’s daughters, but her younger sister, the one from UK, the one I dreamt about before, being in my toilet. She  had visited her sisters the past weeks and was back again.

She looked at me and said to the driver “NO, I don’t know him”. That was an awkward moment for I had to explain myself ‘REMIND her’ of who I was and that we met the last time. She only acknowledged  remembering me when I opened the gate, by saying “oh now I remember you”.

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She was playing games with me, we stayed in the same house when she visited a few weeks back, how could she not recognize me in such a short space of time.  She came on the 9th of November, a day before my daughters birthday (10TH November) to see her sisters before leaving for the UK.

She left her husband in Jozi, where he had booked at a lodge about 4 minutes away from the airport . Since I no longer celebrated birthdays, the 10th was just like any other day. I spent my time at work as usual and my daughter was at school like any other Monday.

On this day I came across a missed call from Nicole’s mom, it was from the previous day and never called her back for I figured she wanted to talk about Nicole’s birthday. Exactly at 3:45 am before my day began I heard a voice say ,“aah Johnie uswile!”, meaning “Johnie is dead!/ or not good!”. I got up and went to work, in the afternoon hours I went to town to reopen my bank account which I hadn’t used in a while and had been closed.

I requested for a bolt ride and on our way there a car almost bumped into us on the traffic lights intersection and barely missed crashing into us for the traffic lights were not working and it was our turn to pass but another driver out of the blues decided to cross at the same time we did.

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When I checked the time it was 3:40 pm almost the same time (the only difference was it was now during the afternoon) as I heard the voice speak to me earlier on in the morning. I later found out her name’s Joanna and Jonnie as the shortcut, it seemed she wanted me to be involved in an accident on my daughters birthday. Remember her sister’s husband’s younger brother died when when her sister’s mother in law wanted to kill my daughter after coming to SA for her son’s wedding vow renewal ceremony.

The old lady tried to kill my daughter and her son died instead. This seemed like a plot to revenge, but all I did was pray to OUR HEAVENLY FATHER as the bible says like in the book of psalms 91:8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

I guess she had some unfinished business hence she came back before leaving for the UK, maybe thinking I’m going to be with my daughter celebrating her birthday as I used to do. I’m glad I no longer do so for I found out no CHRIST believer in the bible ever celebrated their birthday and had told my daughter in November 2024, “This is the last time!”.

The lady from UK was long gone when I came back from town. The following morning I woke up at 2:41 am after the client I had shared with bible verses about marriage (Luke 2 and 1 Corinthians 7).

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She liked the verse message I had sent her some days back and the following morning I found transport to go sell my stuff at a local pawn shop.

When I got to the pawn shop I was stunned to find out the address of the pawn shop was 41 street. I later found out the voice I heard say “2:1 READ, READ, READ”, was referring me to the book of ACTS 2:33 Therefore being by the right hand of God exalted, and having received of the Father the promise of the Holy Ghost, he hath shed forth this, which ye now see and hear.

Also ACTS 2:41 Then they that gladly received his word were baptized: and the same day there were added unto them about three thousand souls. After some days I heard a voice say read more and I woke up at 4:46am and after doing some reading I landed on Acts 2:44-46 And all that believed were together, and had all things common; 45  And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need. 46  And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and singleness of heart,

I was now sure I had to sell all the staff I had bought including the catering staff, all the staff was worth R55 000 and ended up selling it for R20 000. I just had to sell it all.

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I had started putting my life in my own hands and not putting GOD’S WILL first above all things and next I had to sell all my music equipment in order to focus on bible study, prayer and sacramental writing.

It took me some time to sell it for they offered me less money for my music gear. I had a dream of someone selling their cow at an auction and I knew this was a sign to sell them by all means necessary. On the other hand I was happy when my neighbors  started to have night prayers, almost every night before or after dinner,  one of them early in the morning.

I just wish they knew that its not about praying to get rich, for the bible says whoever plans to get rich sets a trap for themselves Proverbs 28:20 “A faithful man shall abound with blessings: but he that maketh haste to be rich shall not be innocent”.

2 days later I gave away most of my excess clothes, extra shoes to one of the people collecting refuse, for it was on a Wednesday ,refuse collection day and gave my 2 sets of headphones to a school kid passing by on his way to school.

During the day I went to cash converters near waterfall mall which is situated in the suburbs of Rustenburg and sold my remaining music gear. They told me to wait for the cash out for they couldn’t make a payment since they were where experiencing a technical error,

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later on I found out they had been a money heist in Rustenburg that day and seemed like a security measure on their end.

I left the equipment I was selling at their shop and they told me they would call me as soon as the funds were available. A couple days before all this I heard a voice speak to me a few minutes/seconds before I woke up saying “ga ke go favour thata wena Niegel”,(meaning I don’t like you that much Niegel).

Within a few seconds I got a call from a client. I got up, boiled some water to bath and went to work, only to find out its the lady I fought with in my dream the previous month “Jain” (Zake’s client), she came with my client, I think its her sister and as I was mixing the hair dye when one of the activator bottle burst open and almost got in my eyes.

My client asked if it didn’t get in my eyes and I replied “no”. Jain didn’t say anything to me and started speaking louder about something else trying to avoid me, that was a close shave for me which didn’t seem coincidental given the encounter I had with Jain in the dream fight before. She saw that I saw her and she had changed her way towards me ever since.

Moving on now my daughter was almost done with grade 1 and preparing to go to Kwa Zulu Natal

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Nicole was going to stay with her grandmother for the rest of her schooling days. I tried by all means to spent as much time with her before schools closed for it was going to be long till I see her again.

Nicole was going to a new environment and that was for the best. I had to focus on the things of the Lord, prayer, worship, bible study and sacramental writing with 100% focus.

I was now approaching 3 years of celibacy at the completion of this book and its all because of JESUS, who is our WAY, TRUTH & LIFE.

FORNICATION, LUST & ADULTERY, ALL LEAD TO THE HELL FIRE!!!. All we need, is to be focused on CHRIST of NAZARETH while being led by the HOLY SPIRIT!!!.

Isaiah  50:8: He is near that justifieth me; who will contend with me? let us stand together: who is mine adversary? let him come near to me.

LUKE 3:14: And the soldiers likewise demanded of him, saying, And what shall we do? And he said unto them, Do violence to no man, neither accuse any falsely; and be content with your wages.

ALL GLORY BE TO JEHOVAH JIREH, THE GOD OF THE EXODUS.

AMEN AND AMEN.